Hey guys <3
I've missed writing on here cx .
I've just had a lot of bull shit happening in my life and its just hard to write on here and keep everything bottled up, you know? Hopefully not.
So, me and that guy from Halloween are still talking and I'm starting to like him... A L O T . <3
I went to a party yesterday... DISASTER. You want to know what happened? No? I'm gonna tell you anyways. Soo, I went to a party yesterday and it was my rich friends party-- that being said, I automatically assumed no drama starting bitches would go, boy was I wrong. So I get their and I'm having a good time until this gay boy and this he-she looking girl start talking shit about my best friend. They called her ''That Girl", if you have something against someone don't you think that you should AT LEAST know their names? Fucktards .________. So I went outside with my bestfriend, my friend, and my 4 guy friends. We were walking around and everyone was looking at us like they have never seen colored people. cx. So when we went back those ghetto ass girls are all outside and they start saying shit about my friend yet AGAIN. My bestfriend started crying so I asked if she wanted to leave and she said yes I got my purse and we started walking down the street. Then I hear, "Good, those fat bitches are leaving. No one even invited them." I got a fucking fancy ass invite when all they heard was free food and the girls address.
My bestfriend is full on sobbing at this point and I am just trying to comfort her because I hate seeing others cry-- it makes me feel terrible. So we kept walking and our guy friend comes sprinting and he says, "I'm going to walk you guys home. Fuck what they say, you guys are beautiful." We kept walking and then the birthday girl comes and she asked us to stay. We obviously felt un-welcome so we just said no thanks and she said that if it made us feel any better those ghetto fucks would be kicked out by her siblings. Me and my bestfirend started laughing and we turned around and walked back. When we got their those girls were sitting on the birthday girls lawn and they wouldn't leave. What kind of ghetto ass shit is that? It makes no fucking sense but hey, that's just me. They all moved to the girls front door and wouldn't let us in so we just gave the birthday girl a hug and an apology and walked home. It was like 3 fucking miles. xc.
So we got home and go on Twitter and Instagram and all of these ghetto bitches are telling the birthday girl that she just lost like 10 of her ''bestfirends" and that she would never find any other people as real as them. Like NO BITCH, SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND GET SOME CLASS. 'Nuff said. Don't you think that after this girls birthday gets ruined, and you guys are her supposed ''bestfriends'' instead of fighting and telling her she just lost the realest group of friends you should comfort her? Honestly.
Any ways...
I started eating like three days ago? I only eat slices of apples and green tea but its a start. I just hate how my mom says she cares about me yet, when I am doing this shit she doesn't even realize it. Its upsetting but I don't care a whole lot.
I know that what I do is wrong and that I'm going to go to hell for being mad/sad about how fucked up my life is. But I stopped caring a long time ago. I know and understand how fucked I am in the brain and it REALLY HURTS TO BE TOLD ON A DAILY BASIS. If you don't have anything nice to say then get hit by a bus or something don't come to me with that bull shit. I FUCKING GET IT.
I have like 120 reads on this but only 12 votes and 12 comments. It sucks. So don't be a ghost reader and vote? ((:
This is probably really short but I just felt the need to update because I haven't done so since like November? cx. SORRY.
So yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
My birthday is in 13 days OMFG. <3333333333333
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