Somewhere between bliss and screaming

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The title sums up how I feel at the moment. I'm really calm and really happy because of things like my mum getting married but at the same time I feel like utter shit because of mums cancer and my already shit mental state.
Today has been pretty bad. Don't even know why. My brain just kinda said so. But instead of half harming or reopening cuts like I use to do. I decided to do whatever the hell this is on my leg. I did it on my hands earlier and people said it looks cool so yeah. It's quite calming. This is probably going to be how I calm down from now on

This is Hayley signing out! XX
Dated 13/02/17

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