Shit shit shit shit shit. Why does social anxiety have to kick in now?!?! I was doing so good but the minute there's one too many people around me I feel like dying. My aunty just got me out the corner and I almost cried. I'm the most outgoing person I know but there's just too many people. I'm not even an introvert. Why am I like this?? I've barely spoke and I'm staying out the way in the corner which is the complete opposite of how I usually am. Usually I do the most talking and get a word into every conversation. I'm panicking. Fuck fuck fuck. Luckily I'm not too far from home so I'm going to see if I can leave soon. I feel bad for being like this on my mum's wedding day but I can't help it.
This is Hayley signing out. xx
Dated 16/09/17 @ 17:30
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