The Letters

Chapter 12: Letter Six

Alex's P.O.V.

"Sweetie, we need to talk." My mom says to me as my dad, mom, the boys, and I sit down in the family room.

"About what?" I ask slightly worried.

Harry puts his hand on my back and rubs it.

"We want you to come on your with us!" Louis screams and jumps up happily.

I blink and look at my parents, surprised. "Really?" I ask.

"We think it would be good for you to get out of here for awhile until you need to get ready for college. We've talked about it a lot and we want you to go. We talked to your principal too, you have all your credits so you can get your diploma now. All of this is only if you want though." My dad tells me.

"Yes! I'll go, I'll leave!" I say with a huge smile.

"Really?!" Harry says and looks at you smiling back.

I nod as he puts hands in my cheeks and pulls my face towards his as he smashes his lips against mine, kissing my hard.

Nathan's P.O.V.

Dear Nathan,

I love you. I'm sorry, baby. I can't imagine how you feel right now and I wish I could change it but it's too late now. I can't imagine losing you...the thought of you not being there for me destroys me. I love you more than anything, Nathan.

This summer was the best summer of my life and that's because of you. You made everything better; you made me, me again. I was happy with you. I know we were never official but that didn't matter to me at all. I fell in love with you; I fell in love with everything about you. I fell in love with your eyes, I fell in love with your smile, I fell in love with your adorable accent, I fell in love with your truck, I fell in love with how you would get jealous every time I would spend time with any of my other guy friends, I fell in love with your abs, I fell in love with the way you would push me against the wall and kiss me at random moments, I fell in love with everything.

I think I knew I was falling for you when I was in Ocean City. We talked every single day and you never failed to compliment me or make me happy. Or it might have been that night when we were lying out underneath the stars just talking about the future. You said you wanted to go to the marines but I didn't want you to go; I wouldn't have anyone to protect me. You promised me that one of your friends would take care of me until you got back. I was scared you would get hurt. You said that if you got hurt and you were lying in the sand you would be thinking about me. I cried a lot that night but I knew I wanted that. I wanted you and only you.

We had our fair share of fights but somehow we always worked through them. I remember the first time you told me you loved me too. It was one day after field hockey practice. You had picked me up and took me home so I could get ready to go see the One Direction movie with Rose. After I took a shower we were lying in my bed, I was supposed to be napping because I was going to get home late that night, and you said, "You know I love you right?" And I said, "Well now I do. I love you too." Then we starting kissing, good times.

You would always call me perfect too and every time you would I would say, "Nobody's perfect" and you would say, "You're the closest thing there is to perfect." Oh and the good morning texts were the best. Every morning I would wake up to them and I would just be smiling at my phone looking like an idiot and how you would walk me to all my classes and kiss me to let everyone know that I was yours and you were mine.

Then things got serious with us I guess you could say; we had sex. It was perfect; everything I could have asked for. You made it special for me and then we fell asleep in the back of your truck and cuddled with each other for the rest of the night.

Take care of yourself for me please. Don't you dare be getting drunk or high every single night. You'll find another girl, I know you will and you'll love her more than anything and you'll treat her like a princess and who knows, maybe you'll even marry her! But I know you will be okay without me.

Take care of Rae and Rose too please. I know you and Rae do not get along well at all but please try, for me.

I love you so much, Nathan. More than you'll ever know; never forget that, love.

Love, Paige

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Double update! This made me cry.....hope you liked it. Let me know what you thought

-Emmie xx