Pentatonix one shots

Dear Diary... (Kavi)

******TRIGGER WARNING!******
Self harm is mentioned in this chapter.

Also... take a look at the last word of every entry... idk just do it.

Kirstie POV

1st October 2017

Dear diary,
                   Hey. I don't know why I'm doing this but i just felt lonely and i needed someone to talk to. So let me just tell you about my day so we can get this over with. I woke up, ate breakfast, took a shower, and cried for like two hours straight. I just hate life. After the crying was over i went to the bathroom and washed my face. Then i just sat on my bed and thought of writing my feelings down...  not interesting whatsoever but... i don't care.

Bye

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10th October 2017

Dear diary,
                    So, since the last time we talked.... i started cutting. I don't know why i just feel so sad all the time and nothing else. When the blade touches my skin i feel something other than sadness. It's weird but nobody cares so why not? Yeah I have to go cry now.

Bye

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23rd October 2017

Dear diary,
                    So today something interesting actually happened. Someone just moved in my neighbourhood. I happened to be sitting near my window and i caught a glimpse of my new neighbour. It was a man. He wasn't tall nor short, somewhere in between. He had a beard and a man bun which not a lot of people can pull off, but he did. I don't know... he was cute. But then again I'm too busy being upset to actually have a chance with that guy. Yeah.... that's it.

Bye

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2nd November 2017

Dear diary,
                   For once something interesting happened in my life. The man from across the street came to my house to get to know the neighbours. His name is Avi by the way. He is so nice and oh my god, the Pacific Ocean is nothing compared to his voice. I had a close up look and examined his facial features quite well. His hazel eyes are just so mesmerising. God I just wish.... never mind.

Bye

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20th November 2017

Dear diary,
                   So guess what? Avi has a girlfriend. I should have known it was too good to be true. And guess again? I cut myself again because of that. I'm too ugly for him, I'm not good enough for him, or for anyone. But that's okay. I've gotten used to it.

Bye

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