Stranger things: You changed me ||| future ||| ( Completed )

All time low chapter 52

Els pov

Later that night

I lay in my bed thinking about the earlier events. I didn't want will. I didn't want mike either. I want to be alone. But I know when I say I don't want mike I do. I want him. But I hate him. And I loved will. But I didn't want will. I sigh and roll over shutting my eyes. I felt alone. I was alone. No one knows how I truely feel. No one cares.... will, he might care. But I'm lying to myself. I roll over again. I shut my eyes tightly. Maybe it will all go away. Maybe mike is the old mike. And I didn't love will. I lift my wrist up and let my eyes get Ajusted to the darkness. I see a bracelet. Someone that means a lot to me. But the person who gave it to me I don't really know. I don't know will. I know mike. But will doesn't know me either. Mike does though. I love will. Yet I want mike. What is wrong with me. I'm such a fuck up. A little mistake. Why me. Out of everyone. How come I had to have a abusive ex boyfriend. And my parents hates me. And why did mike have to change. Why not dustin. Lucas. Or will. Tears fill my eyes and I slide out of bed. I touch my feet to the cold ground. I walk to the door and open it quietly. Darkness surrounds me. I walk to wills room and I open the door. Will is fast asleep. I walk over and climb into his bed carefully not making a noise.

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Mikes pov

I lay in bed thinking about el. Why did will get her. I know why. I'm at an all time low. I'm a fuck up. And elevens perfect. How could she ever love me. How could she ever CARE about me.