Stranger things: You changed me ||| future ||| ( Completed )

I think about you constantly, chapter 76

Elevens pov

I climb the ladder leading to the roof where Lucas and dustin is waiting for us. " this view is awesome!" Dustin exclaims. " yeah totally " Lucas says. " I brought some snacks and drinks I'll go back and get them " Lucas says. " el doesn't the view look great " mike ask. " yeah" I say. We stand up there looking off into the distance for a while. I feel mikes hand touching mine slightly. I move my hand away quickly. No eleven don't do this. I see mike looking at me from the corner of my eye. I blushed and mike says " eleven. I'm really sorry ". " THERE YA GO " dustin yells interrupting mike.  " for what " I say looking at mike. " for changing so much " he says looking down. " mike... it's fine " I say. " no eleven. It isn't " he says. " OK GUYS IM BACK " Lucas yells. Mike looks up and Lucas tosses him a chip bag. " thanks " mike says. Lucas hands me a bottle of beer. " I'm not drinking at one am. " I say. " ok " dustin says. Mike refuses a beer as well but dustin and Lucas were chugging them. " don't worry when they get drunk they will pass out " mike says with a chuckle. I grin and nod. Mike sits down and I sit beside him. " here " mike says offering a bag of chips. " thanks " I reply taking the chips. " mike about that note.... " I say trailing off. Mike shakes his head " no it was stupid " he says. " mike it wasn't. I  like will though. I Can't be with you I'm sorry " I say. " of course you can't " he replies blankly. " mike I love will a lot. And if your not happy for will and me then that's your fault " I say. " El. I brought you here so we could hang out. Ok. Not talk about will. " he says aggravated. " it seems like all you think about is will " he continues. Mike did have a point. " Well I think about you a lot ok!" I exclaim. Oh god el. I can't believe I said that. Mike looks shocked and he says " el.... what ". " mike. I have feelings for you!" I yell. Mike stands up. " Lucas come here I think I might pass out ". He says.