I Can't Lose You

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Yuri skates across the ice hypnotizing Victor had he moves. Every tiny movement Yuri made had Viktor fascinated. Yuri moves his hips to the music. Skating closer to Viktor as his moves get more sensual. Viktor realizes what's happening. He was being teased and Yuri knew exactly how to do it perfectly. Viktor couldn't keep his eyes off of him.

    The sound of rain could be heard on the roof. It started raining harder as if going along with the growing intensity of the music. Viktor's heart began to race. Yuri was truly the most gorgeous and talented man Viktor had ever seen in his life. Yuri continues to move faster and with more intensity as the music reaches its crescendo. The rain follows the same pattern, but Viktor was too entranced by Yuri to pay it any attention.

    The music reaches its peak. Yuri starts his quadruple flip when a smack of thunder is heard. The lights flicker off causing Viktor to lose sight of Yuri. Not even a second later the power is restored. Viktor scans the ice for the young man. Where was he?

    Viktor scrambles onto the ice. His eyes dart all over the place until he finally spots him. Yuri was splayed across the ice. His head was resting against the wall and the ice. His eyes were closed and the rest of his body stayed completely still. Was he breathing?

    "Yuri!" Viktor slides over to him, gently lifting Yuri's head into his lap. He had to be ok. Viktor leans his head close to Yuri's mouth trying to figure out of he was breathing: he wasn't. Viktor quickly slides off his jacket, folds it, and places it behind Yuri's head sliding him onto the ice.

    Viktor tries to remember C.P.R. but his mind was scattered. Images of their time together flashed behind his eyes. Every moment he cherished, even when they fought. He wouldn't give up any of it. He loves him, Viktor never told Yuri but it was true. He was deeply and madly in love with this boy who found his way into his heart. He couldn't lose Yuri before he told him how he really feels. Yuri couldn't die without knowing the truth. He wouldn't die! He can't die!

    Viktor moves his hands above Yuri's chest and starts pressing down quickly. 1, 2,3, 4, 5.......29,30, The seconds seem to stretch on forever. Viktor quickly leans down and gently presses his lips to Yuri's. Things Yuri would say if he was awake for this. Viktor releases a breath into Yuri's mouth. He releases a second a breath, then moves his hands down to Yuri's chest again. 1 compression, 2 compressions......29, 30. Viktor continues doing this process for who knows how long.

    The world blurs around him. Tears pour from his eyes and end up soaking Yuri's shirt. Why wasn't he breathing? He should be breathing by now.

    "God dammit Yuri! Breathe! Why won't you just breathe..." his voice trails off. "Yuri...why..." he collapses on top of Yuri. His tears soak Yuri's shirt even more than before. Viktor's body starts shaking as his sobs become uncontrollable. This couldn't be happening. Why wouldn't he just get up? Just start skating like nothing ever happened. He couldn't live without Yuri. He wouldn't live without Yuri. He continues crying every now and then whispering out Yuri's name. Viktor starts to lose hope that Yuri will ever get up.

    "Viktor,"Viktor's head shoots up and Yuri's voice. Yuri's eyes flutter open and Viktor smiles through his tears.

    "Oh my god Yuri!" he throws his arms around him hugging him tightly against his chest. Yuri wraps his arms around Viktor's back as well. "I thought I had lost you."

    "I'm not going anywhere." Viktor's smile grows wider hearing Yuri say this. He pulls away slightly, but his face still rests inches away from Yuri's. His breath tickles Yuri's nose and he wiggles it in response. Viktor can't help but gush at how cute he looks, but Viktor forces himself to get back on topic.

    "Yuri, I need to tell you something."

    "What is it?" he grows noticeably more worried at Viktor's statement. What would he say? Viktor turns his head to the side, as he tries to avoid eye contact. He was already nervous enough and staring at Yuri's face would make his nerves worse.

    "Yuri, I love you."Yuri stays silent after hearing this. Viktor refuses to look at the boy, instead, he focuses on anything else. After a minute Yuri finally speaks.

    "Do you mean that."Viktor jerks his head back towards Yuri's after this statement. he stares deeply into his eyes and nods. Yuri's face lights up after seeing this. "Good," Yuri smashes his lips against Viktor's.

Sorry about such a late update. I'll try to update more frequently.

Request by @LunarMaiden

Stay weird, normal is boring

-L

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