unknown has joined the chatroom.
unknown: im back
unknown: not that it really matters
unknown: ...youre probably pissed at me for all these messages
unknown: must be hundreds by now
unknown: that is, if youre still recieving them
unknown: ,,
unknown: gahhh
unknown: home is such a lonely place without you
unknown: i know, this is so selfish of me. im being unfair, but i cant think of what else to do
unknown: you stole my breath and i feel numb now
unknown: come back?
unknown: i cant function without you, griff
unknown: need the air back-- fingers growing purple
unknown: i took it all for granted, im so so sorry
unknown: theres no one else left to be there for me, and i just keep coming back to this app in hopes of you responding. delusional, huh?
unknown: may as well keep pretending that its a possibility. i guess if theres no one left, a fantasy is the way to live.
unknown: can play dress-up and act like i have all the air in the world, even if i cease to breathe
unknown: :)
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griff: ,
griff: babe
unknown: ar e you re al
griff: oh no oh no no no
griff: I'm sorry I left, oh merlin, this is not good
unknown: youre scrolling up, arent you
griff: !!you're not worthless, you're beautiful. babe, I'm sorry I was gone. I found advice, though, and I'm back. I'm not leaving, not if you're just as dependent
griff: aah oh merlin
griff: I thought that you were fine, you were fine without me, didn't need
griff: please
griff: forgive me?
unknown: bab, only if youll forgive me
unknown: lets not fall down anymore rabbit holes-- we're barely standing right now. how about a promise to stay? both of us, always.
griff: no more rabbit holes. promise. and, here's your air. remember to breathe.
unknown: well, fuck, im crying now thx alot
griff: :(( don't cry, babe
unknown: i know that this is great and all
unknown: of course im happy,,,
griff: but its not peachy?
unknown: yeah...
unknown: i love you, okay? and this isnt enough, i need confirmation, i need to see you even if its needy
unknown: griff, can we meet up?
griff: o
griff: but
unknown: thats not a very clever excuse. try again.
griff: -_- I'm not making excuses. I'm a mess right now, and we just made up
unknown: excuses! were both messes, thats the thing were trying to solve
griff: what good will it be now? you love someone else. I'll stay, but I don't want to get my heart broken again.
unknown: griff. i have no intentions of breaking your heart
unknown: please, think about our relationship. weve known each other this long
unknown: why cant we meet?
griff: ...I never thought you'd me asking me to meet up. Parallel to before.
unknown: ;;
griff: okay. fine.
unknown: ❤️❤️
griff: ❤️❤️❤️
griff: Outside the great hall 30 minutes before breakfast tomorrow?
unknown: see you there, bab (ooh just got chills down my spine)
griff: :)
griff has left the chatroom.
unknown has left the chatroom.
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A/N: This chapter inspired by Blink-182, since I can't get their lyrics out of my head.
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