{ 38- remember to breathe }

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unknown has joined the chatroom.

unknown: im back

unknown: not that it really matters

unknown: ...youre probably pissed at me for all these messages

unknown: must be hundreds by now

unknown: that is, if youre still recieving them

unknown: ,,

unknown: gahhh

unknown: home is such a lonely place without you

unknown: i know, this is so selfish of me. im being unfair, but i cant think of what else to do

unknown: you stole my breath and i feel numb now

unknown: come back?

unknown: i cant function without you, griff

unknown: need the air back-- fingers growing purple

unknown: i took it all for granted, im so so sorry

unknown: theres no one else left to be there for me, and i just keep coming back to this app in hopes of you responding. delusional, huh?

unknown: may as well keep pretending that its a possibility. i guess if theres no one left, a fantasy is the way to live.

unknown: can play dress-up and act like i have all the air in the world, even if i cease to breathe

unknown: :)

griff has joined the chatroom.

griff: ,

griff: babe

unknown: ar e you re al

griff: oh no oh no no no

griff: I'm sorry I left, oh merlin, this is not good

unknown: youre scrolling up, arent you

griff: !!you're not worthless, you're beautiful. babe, I'm sorry I was gone. I found advice, though, and I'm back. I'm not leaving, not if you're just as dependent

griff: aah oh merlin

griff: I thought that you were fine, you were fine without me, didn't need

griff: please

griff: forgive me?

unknown: bab, only if youll forgive me

unknown: lets not fall down anymore rabbit holes-- we're barely standing right now. how about a promise to stay? both of us, always.

griff: no more rabbit holes. promise. and, here's your air. remember to breathe.

unknown: well, fuck, im crying now thx alot

griff: :(( don't cry, babe

unknown: i know that this is great and all

unknown: of course im happy,,,

griff: but its not peachy?

unknown: yeah...

unknown: i love you, okay? and this isnt enough, i need confirmation, i need to see you even if its needy

unknown: griff, can we meet up?

griff: o

griff: but

unknown: thats not a very clever excuse. try again.

griff: -_- I'm not making excuses. I'm a mess right now, and we just made up

unknown: excuses! were both messes, thats the thing were trying to solve

griff: what good will it be now? you love someone else. I'll stay, but I don't want to get my heart broken again.

unknown: griff. i have no intentions of breaking your heart

unknown: please, think about our relationship. weve known each other this long

unknown: why cant we meet?

griff: ...I never thought you'd me asking me to meet up. Parallel to before.

unknown: ;;

griff: okay. fine.

unknown: ❤️❤️

griff: ❤️❤️❤️

griff: Outside the great hall 30 minutes before breakfast tomorrow?

unknown: see you there, bab (ooh just got chills down my spine)

griff: :)

griff has left the chatroom.

unknown has left the chatroom.

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A/N: This chapter inspired by Blink-182, since I can't get their lyrics out of my head.

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