The colour grey // phan

I found love where it wasnt supposed to be.

*phils POV*

As the bell finally signals the end of school, I grab my bag and lurch out of the creaky door. Dan is waiting there for me, as usual.
"Hey" Phil smiles cheerily, happy to see him after a painful two hours of extensive work.
"Hi" dan smiles softly back, then his smile straightened to his normally bleak expression. I guess you could say dan wasn't a very smiley person.

"Would you like to come to mine tonight?" Phil asks anxiously, hoping they were at that 'level' of friendship.
"Yeah sure" dan says, obviously pleased about the idea.
Awesome, phil would be able to spend the night with dan.

Phil didn't know what it was about Dan, that made phil feel like he was the slightest bit in love. Maybe the way he smiled, or his dimples, his cute little nose, the rosey cheeks, deep hazel eyes, cute freckles dotted on his face like constellations, from being in the sun too long.
Phil is determined he's straight, because obviously the majority of the people who he knew were homophobic. But, to put it frankly. Phil is sure of a lot of things that aren't true.

The two boys walk out of the gates together.
Dan decides not to listen to music, as much as he would have liked to. He wanted to be engaged in the conversation. And plus, he didn't want to seem like he was ignoring Phil.
"So, are your parents home?" Dan asks.
"Nope, they're both at work" Phil smiles as he very childishly walks along the path. He honestly looks like a little kid.
"Alright" dan says, smiling very softly to himself.

Phil unlocks the door to house with his spare key and let's them in.
"Want anything to eat?" Phil asks, already in the modern kitchen. It was a really nice house, dan thought. It had a high ceiling and lots of space. It was quite a lovely home.
"Just some crisps please" dan answers politely after taking in his surrounding for a brief moment.

Phil chucks dan the bag of crisps and they head up the white stairs to Phil's bedroom.
They decide to watch an episode of Tokyo Ghoul together.

After the episode the boys stand up and stretch they'd shared Phil's office chair so they were both quite stiff. The boys looked at each other, eyes intertwining.

And I'll use you as a warning sign..
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind.

The boys take a step closer to each other. Still mesmerised by each other's eyes.
This was the drowning feeling dan had felt a few weeks ago; except this time, both boys shared it.
Yes it had been weeks since they met.
Weeks feeling like this.

And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want

The boys were now just barely touching.
Dan slowly reaches and very gently touches Phil's hands.
"phil.... I think I-"
Dan was cut off.
"I know"

I've moved further than I thought I could
But I miss you more than I thought I would

Dan immediately wraps phil into a tight and loving hug.
Warmth flooding into his veins, he had missed physical connection. He hadn't hugged anyone in years. Not since his mum..

And I'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense
Then you'll lose your mind

Phil was shocked. Definitely. not . straight.
He was in love with dan. He was being held by him
He felt safe. He felt warm.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right I front of me
Talk some sense into me

Dan and Phil pulled apart and then leaned back in, this time it wasn't for a hug.
Their lips collided and passion burst like fireworks in a mix of love and fear.

AYO SO WHAT THE HECK I HAVE NEARLY 300 READS?! LAST TIME I CHECKED I HAD 60 AND I WAS SO HAPPY WITH THAT. THANK YOU SO MUCH OH MY GOSH.
I've been having a pretty hard time recently, that's why I've been away for so long. But things are getting better. I fell in love and I have a girlfriend. Things are really getting better. But ooooooo Phan!!! I hope you liked it :)