Delusion

Chapter 12.

4 days. Only 4 days until I start at the NYU. I'm so excited, but so nervous. This is a major college. It's absolutely huge which makes me sick to my stomach. There's going to be hundreds of people there, and I have no clue who anyone of them are.

I haven't talked to Harry since everything went down at the party. He keeps trying to call me but I ignore every call. He lead me on, and then kissed a girl right in front of me. But on the other hand, I shouldn't even care about him or any of this. I need to focus on my school work that is coming up. I don't need any distractions.

I get up and quickly take a shower. I get on a blue crop top, and some denim shorts. I pin my hair back with some bobby pins, an apply a light coating of mascara.

I need to go pay my rent before anything. The guy that owns the apartment buildings is very strict. If your more then 2 days late, he kicks you out. So I'm trying my best to turn it in exactly on the day it's due so I don't get on his bad side.

After I quickly pay my rent I decide on going to the mall for a while. I should buy some new clothes since I'm starting college soon. Before I know it summer is going to be over so I should buy some fall clothes.

After about a 15 minute drive I arrive at the mall. Surprisingly it isn't as busy as I thought it would be on a Thursday.

I walk in and start making my way to the Hollister store. That store is one of the best stores. There clothes are very nice. Not too dressy, but not to casual. I pick out 3 pairs of jeans with a few blouses to go with them.

I feel my stomach start to growl so I make my way over to the food court. There is so much to choose from, but I end up choosing subway. Subway is the best place to go to for subs.

I order and take a seat in the court and admire all the family's. All the younger kids look so happy with their parents. I wish that I could of been that happy when I was a kid. My mom died when I was 15 from a car accident. She was coming home from work. It was snowing really hard out, she ended up getting hit by a tractor trailer and died on impact. That's part of the reason why my dad became a alcoholic. He hasn't been the same since then.

I jump slightly when I feel a small tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see Matt and his group of friends. Including Harry. Great, I can't even look at him without feeling sick in my stomach.

"Hey Lacey, what are you doing here?" Matt smiles at me. His eyes are so blue, I could just stare at him all day. Every feature about him is just perfect.

"Oh hey Matt I just was bored so I decided to get some shopping done," I smile back at him.

"Oh cool,"

"Yeah so what are you doing here?" I ask curiously.

"Well, were throwing one last big party before we all go back to college. We came here to get some party stuff. Actually hey what are you doing tomorrow?"

I see Harry stiffen behind him, his eyes burning into Matt's back. "Nothing that I could think of," I smile, throwing my stuff away.

"Great! Would you like to come to our party tomorrow?"

"I don't think that's a good idea," Harry cuts in.

"I think it will be fun," Matt says, shooting him a look.

"Yeah I'll be there,"I lightly laugh at Harry's face. He looks so pissed off, but there is also a worried expression on his face.

I choose to ignore it before getting Matt's number and leaving. I should get some rest when I get home because I'm sure tomorrow is going to be a long night.

(Ugh sorry this chapter sucked! I haven't updated In a few days because of midterms. I'm going to try my best to update quickly. Please VOTE and COMMENT. (:)