Delusion

Chapter 18.

(Okaaay so I see alot of people posting songs for their chapters. I was thinking about doing it so here are some song for this chapter:)

Drunk - Ed Sheeran

Fix You -  Coldplay

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  I pull on a white floral skirt with a matching white top. I apply a coating of mascara and light pink eye shadow. I dont know why im actually going to the party with him after he was so demanding. You dont treat poeple like that afer you were just nice to them the day before. It makes no sense.

I slip on a light blue jean jacket over top of my shirt. I grab my phone and keys and walk out to my car. I told him that I would be driving there because if I want to go home early, I dont have to rely on him to take me home at a drunken state.

Putting the car in drive, I head off toward the frat house. After everything that have had happened at these frat parties havent been the best. If someone asked me to explain why I keep coming to these parties, I wouldnt know what to say because I honestly have no clue. The only reason that I could possibly think of is because of Harry.

I mean I like him but I dont. Ive overheard some people talking about how he used to sleep around alot. Ive heard that hes very well - known with everyone. Knows everyone. Part of that scares me. I dont just want a week fling. I want a relationship. Im scary and damaged, Ive been through alot. I dont need another weight on my shoulders.

I pull up to the crowded, but yet large frat house. I step out of my car and look around for Harry. It takes me a moment before I see him leaned up against his car, talking to Matt. Thats really werird, because he just punched him like 3 days ago, and now there friends. So confusing.

I walk over to them awkwardly. Matt glances back at me and quickly leaves. I give him a 'What the hell' face but he just shrugs.

I look back at Harry but of course hes already looking at me.

"Hey are you ready?" I said, looking around.

"Yeah lets go in," He said, wrapping his arms around my shoulder.

We walk in and I look around seeing familiar faces that seem like there here every party.

Harry leads me into the kitchen, handing me a red cup filled with some kind of clear liquid. I take a sip, the alcohol burning my throat. I look over to see harry with his elbows on the table, staring at me.

"What?" I said looking over at him.

"Your just .. " He pauses. "Beautiful,"

I blush looking down. "Thanks,"

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6 drinks later im dancing with Harry. I haven't seen him drink anything yet, but frankly I dont care. I feel great right now. The alcohol made my body go numb.

Harry grabs my hand, leading me toward the stairs. I follow him swaying back and forth as I walk. Everything around me is a blurr. I dont think I have ever drank that much before. 

He opens a door to a bedroom, leading me in. I go over and sit on the bed, not knowing what were doing here but I dont care. He walks over and stares between my legs. He cups my face with his hands, running his thumb over my bottom lip. He leans in, kissing me sloppily. I lay back, running my fingers through his hair.

We keep kissing for over 5 minutes until his phone rings.

"Fuck," He groans, sitting up.

"Hello?" I watch as his eyes go wide.

"What! What happened?! Im coming now," He said ending the call, jumping up.

"Harry whats going on?" I ask standing up.

He paces back and forth, running his hand through his hair. I grab his arm so hes facing me.

"Whats going on?"

"Its my mom," He said, looking down.

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