Delusion

Chapter 24.

Harry gives me a over size plaid button up shirt to put over my undergarments. I cant believe im doing this but I cant help but to be excited.

Harry takes my hand in his and leads me through the front yard and to the dock. I watch him as he grabs the shirt from the back of his neck and pulls it over his head. His muscles flex as he bends over slipping his pants off. He looks over at me and smirks, standing up crossing his arms looking at me.

"What?" I start to feel self consious.

"Arent you going to take that off?" He gestures to my shirt.

"Yeah obviously. But turn around." I shyly.

"But im just going to see you anyway." He argues.

I guess hes right but ive never undressed infront of a guy before and its weird. But he just going to see me anyway.

I unbutton my shirt and slide it over my shoulders and it falls to the ground. Harry is staring at me, his mouth parted slightly and his pupils dialated. I dont know what hes looking at.

"W-what?" My voice shakes.

"N-nothing lets uh .. get in the water." He stutters.

I watch him as he gets a running start off the dock and he dives in the water. The way his muscles pull together in his back as he dives makes chills go up my spine.

I walk to the edge of the dock and sit down letting my feet fall into the water. Harry comes to the surface of the water and looks at me, his eyebrows raised.

"Arent you going to get in?" He asks.

"I just want to sit here for a while." I tell him.

"Suit yourself." He goes under the water.

I feel wet hands grab me by the waist and Harry pulls me in. I sceam and hit the water. I rise from the water and Harrys laughing, his head thrown back. I swat at his arm.

"That scared me!" I laugh with him.

"You should of seen your face!" He laughs, mimmicking me.

I go under the water and come back up to find Harry right in front of me. I can touch the bottom so he is still towering above me. I look at his lips and then back up at his face. He cups my face in his hand and brushes his lips against mine. He keeps doing this and I cant take it any longer. I crash my lips into his. I wrap my arms around his neck. He keeps his hand on my waist. I part my mouth slightly and his tongue brushes against my bottom lip.

"Jump." He wishpers into my ear.

I do as he says and jump up wraping my legs securely around his waist. He walks up onto the bank of the lake and carrys me into the house. Our lips not looseing contact. He carrys me up the stairs, kicking the door open. I run my finger through his hair as he lays me on the bed. I bite my lip as he start to kiss along my jawline. He rises up to kiss me but his phone rings.

"God damn it. Stay here im not finished yet." He smirks leaving a kiss on my lips.

He grabs his phone, looking at it the screen and his face pales. He answers it, holding up a finger telling me wait. He goes out of the room into the hallway, closing the door behind him. My suspiction gets the best of me. I stand up and walk over to the door and quietly open it. Hes in the kitchen talking quietly. I walk further in to hear better.

"No. I quit remember im not coming back." He says into the phone.

Going back where?

"No Ben, I found someone. She would leave me if she found out I was a dealer. I cant come back." He says, above a wishper.

I cover my mouth with my hand, holding back a gasp. Dealer? Hes a drug dealer?

"Fine meet me tonight a 10. Well discuss it then." He ends the call and turns around, seeing me.

"Lacey I can-"

I dont give him time to finsih because I already left the room. I cant beleive he is a drug dealer. He can get in so much trouble for that!

I walk into he room and put on the clothes I came her with and put them on, not caring if im wet or not. Harry folows me into the room but I ignore his pressence.

"Lacey please let me explain."

"Explain what Harry? That your a fucking drug dealer?!" I scream, my choice of words seem foreign coming out of my mouth.

"Im not just let me explain. I used to -" He starts.

"Just stop there. You know how much trouble you can get in for that?" I yell.

I gather my things and rush out of the room, Harry following.

"Maybe if you would let me fucking talk you would know the truth and would calm down." He yells now.

"No im not goint to let you talk! Whatever this was," I imatate with my fingers between me and him. "Is done. After you drive me home, I dont want you to ever talk to me again." I say through gritted teeth.

Pain goes through his features, but he doesnt say anything. He grabs his key and goes out the door. I follow him with tears rushing down my face. I quickly wipe them away and get into the car.

He turns on the ignition and pulls out of thr driveway with out a word. Im thankful that he doesnt say anything because im sure if he did I would burst out crying.

We arrive back at the apartments and we both get out. Just a day ago I was so happy we live right by eachother, now im hating it. The pain is to much.

I walk far ahead of him and get my keys out.

"Lacey words cant explain how sorry I am." He tries to talk to me but I ignore him.

I let myself in and he tries to follow me but I close the door in his face. I slide down the door and start to cry.