Delusion

Chapter 20.

Songs for this chapter;

Love Don't Die - The Fray

Heartless - The Fray

Be Still - The Fray

Yess I like the Fray okay. Don't judge. cx

Harry's POV

I groan as my alarm goes off. I smack the clock, making it fall to the ground. I throw my feet over the side of the bed. I rub my fingers through the back of my head, ruffling my hair.

I was about to get up but the memories of my mom come crashing back. My mom is dead. The only thing I had left was her. She was the closest thing I had. Now she's gone.

It enrages me that this had to happen to her. She just had to get cancer. Why couldnt I of got cancer instead of her? She was a great person, I'm not. She didn't deserve that. If I could take back all the times that I was rude to her, I would.

I look over at the clock that is on the ground. Im already ten minutes late to class. Great, just fucking great. I could honestly care less but I don't want to just sit around here all day and let my thoughts get the best of me.

I get dressed in my usual black t - shirt and black jeans, not bothering to take a shower. I could care less about my appearance. Hell, I could care less about anyone or anything.

I grab my keys and walk out to my car. I look over to see Lacey fiddling with her car keys. She must me running late to after the long night last night. 

I quickly get in my car, trying to avoid her. Im more than happy that she was there yesterday for me, but I have to end things. Whatever Lacey and I have need to end.

As I speed down the rode I nearly rear end 2 people because im letting my thoughts get the best of me. I cant stop thinking about how I  treated my mum before she died.

My thoughts were interrupted by me pulling into the college parking lot. I grab my things and make my way toward my first class. But im interrupted by a familiar face. A face that I don't want to see.

Lacey's POV

Im already so late to my first class so I decide on paying Harry a visit to his campus. He should be getting lunch right now so im sure he'll be fine with it.

After about a 20 minute drive I arrive at his campus. I park and get out, swinging my bag over my shoulder. I walk up onto the side walk to the front of the building. I see one of Harry's friends that ive briefly met at the party. I think his name was Niall.

"Uh hi. Have you seen Harry?" I ask, walking up to him.

He has a cigarette between his teeth, flicking off the ash before answering. "Um yeah I think. Hes over in that dorm over there," He points toward a near by dorm.

I thank him with a smile before making my way over to the dorm. Hes probably with some friends, telling them about his family.

I stop when I get to the door, taking a few breaths. I knock on the door, patiently waiting for someone to answer. After a few moments of waiting I turn the door knob and walk in. The site infront of me literally takes my breath away.

I see a skinny blonde on top of Harry, straddling his waist. There lips are connected, with his hands firmly on her waist. I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. Harry notices someone standing there and snaps his head in my direction. I shake my head turning around and leaving, letting the tears pour down my face.

I honestly cant believe after everything that we've went through in the past 24 hours, he just throws behind him and kisses another girl. I thought he may have actually felt something for me after last night. But im stupid to even think that. I got myself into this. I heard the rumors about how Harry has a different girl every night. But I thought after him telling me about his family that we had some kind of chemistry going on. But I guess not.

I feel finger wrap around my arm pulling me to a stop. "Lacey wait! Let me explain,"

I snatch my arm out of his grip. "Theres nothing to explain Harry. I was just another 'toy' to you. You found someone new, and im fine with that," I said trying to be strong, but my voice betrays me by cracking at the end.

"You weren't just a toy Lace," He said trying to look at me.

"Sure Harry. Whatever we had is done, over with. I don't want to speak to you anymore. Im sick of you pushing me away. I knew it wouldn't last anyway," I said in a low whisper.

I turn around and walk away from him. I hear him yelling my name from a distance. As much as Im pissed off right now, I was hoping he would chase after me and tell me everything is going to be okay and wrap me in his arms. But when I look back he is just standing there with his hands on the top of his head, pacing back and forth. 

I drive off to the only place that I could think of to go right now.

To my dads.

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