Delusion

Chapter 14.

I lay in bed unable to sleep. The events that happened a few hours ago are haunting me. Harry is the one who kissed me first. Things got heated and then he stopped. It actually hurt me a little inside. Am I really that ugly? Weird? Like seriously I have no idea why he would do that. I mean he isn't the only one to blame. Im also responsible for out actions because I was drunk and didn't stop him. But still, he was taking advantage of me.

I jump to the sound of someone knocking on the door. I choose to ignore it maybe thinking that they'll go away. But the knocking continues. I groan, standing up and walking over to the door. I don't bother looking through the peep hole because honestly, im too tired.

I open up the door to see Harry with blood shot eyes, almost looking like he has been crying. I close the door quickly, but he puts his foot in the door making the door not close fully.

"Please let me in," He asks with pleasing eyes.

I stare at his features before giving in and letting him in. I walk over and sit on the edge of the bed, waiting for him to speak. But he says nothing. He just stands there, staring off. He has a sad look on his face, like he is thinking about something in his past.

He strolls over, sitting beside me but making sure he isn't too close.

"Listen Lacey, I have to tell you something," He sadly said.

"W-what," I nervously respond.

*Flashback* (Harry's POV)

"Mum why do I have to go. I want to stay home," I groan, sitting on the couch.

"Harry, your going with your uncle and that's final. Its just going to be a few days in California. Maybe you'll make new friends," 

She has always hated all of my friends. Yeah I know their appearance isn't the best, but there good guys. Well most of my friends are good. My mum is only making me go with my uncle because my dad has just left us and she thinks I need a man to teach me the right and wrong things to do. I haven't been the best lately. I've been coming home drunk and putting my mom through hell. So she called my uncle and he said that hes taking stuff to California in his tractor trailer and offered to bring me. And of course, I have no say in any of this.

After packing a few of my belongings into the front of the truck and saying goodbye to my mom, we are off to California. My uncle is trying to make small talk with me but I choose to ignore him and put my headphones in.

After about an hour into the drive it starts to pour down rain, making it hard to see. We are on a highway so it makes it even harder. I watch as my uncle leans in a little, squinting his eyes to see the road. I look up ahead to see a corner that we are going to have to turn on. He tries to go as slow as possible but looses control. The tail end of the truck swerves over and his a car head on. Everything from then on goes black.

I woke up in the hospital with only a few cuts and a broken wrists. But I was very worried about my uncle. I walked out of my room in search of him. I was walking down the long hall and suddenly runs into a girl with tears going down her face. She has long brown hair with pale blue eyes. absolutely beautiful but she seemed so upset. We stayed there, staring at each other and it felt like hours but it was only seconds. We then went our separate ways and never say each other again. And that's when I realize that was Lacey.

*End of flashback* Harry's POV

I watch as the tears roll down her cheeks. I reach up and wipe them away with my thumb. I cant stand to see her like this, but I thought she needed to know.

"T-that's why I thought I saw you somewhere. I remember when we first met I thought I saw you somewhere but I couldn't figure it out. But now I remember," She chokes out.

I nod, "I now Lace, im so sorry. That's why I walked away earlier. I felt so guilty. I'm so sorry," I plead.

"I-its okay, it wasn't your fault," 

How could she possibly forgive me? We were the one we killed her mom. she's so forgiving. How can she be so forgiving..

 "But I feel like its my fault," I look down at my hands, admiring the cuts that were made a few hours ago.

She puts her index finger under my chin, and turns my head so im looking at her. I take that opportunity to get a great look at her face. She has a perfect smile, with kind blue eyes. She looks so innocent and beautiful.

"Listen its not your fault. I just really appreciate you telling me. It shows that deep down in your cocky soul that you have a heart," She laughs lightly, trying to brighten the mood.

I cant help but chuckle at her cheesy comment.

"Well I guess I should let you get back to sleep. I'm sorry for waking you up," I apologize.

"I-its fine but Harry?"

"Yeah?" I turn my head.

"W-will you um stay with me?" She nervously asks.

"Of course," I give her a small smile, her returning one.

I pull my shirt over my head, and take off my shoes before joining her in the bed. She turns to her side. I snake my arms around her waist and pull her to my chest. Her small body fitting against mine perfectly. I stroke her hair for a little while before I find myself drifting off to sleep.

Woah this was a deep chapter. Lmao. cx Buuut I hope you guys liked it(: Please vote and comment!