Okay so let's just stare the thing that is just, eh.... I left my purse in my gym locker and i have no way of bringing (those things) to school tomorrow except for using my sisters who probably won't let me.
And now to the part I am flipping out over.
So during lunch I went to the bathroom and I left when another class was leaving, and when I walked in the hallway I looked at the line and saw my crush and do you what he did? He winked and I was proud for not blushing (it is VERY easy to make me blush) and then when I was next to him he said Tres bien (he found out i liked Tokyo ghoul and he says that to me)
But one of the worst things is also invading my mind, he has a crush on the person i kinda hate, not because of this but because she's just one of the people that don't give a shit about anything and her attitude sucks. When I was moved to a new class this semester because they needed to make room in the class I came from and I was lucky he was pulled there too, but she was too, and she sat in front of me and whenever I did what you normally do, take multiple glances at him, he would always be looking back and at FIRST I thought it was me but then I started noticing he talked to her a lot....
And one day I was going out to my locker I was talking to my friend and when he started talking to her I just stopped to be nice and he didn't notice me until I spoke and he said "oh heeeyyy, I forgot your name" and I was just crushed
Oh and I found out I'm shipped with three of my friends, my bisexual male friend, i kinda get why because he's bi so he still likes girls but this isn't something that would go great, I mean why would you put two masochists together? my asexual male friend, and my lesbian friend, So apparently some people think I'm either lesbian or bisexual
Still crushed about my crush though
