sO YOU REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE TIMES I POSTED ABOUT MY CRUSHES? (YES, PLURAL. IVE HAD MULTIPLE, DON'T JUDGE)
YEAH, WELL NOW I HAVE A NEW ONE AND THIS ONE IS BY FAR THE WORST
SO YES, MOST OF THE GUYS I LIKED TURNED OUT TO BE ASSHOLES, BUT WHAT I MEAN BY "WORST" ISN'T MEANING HES A DOUCHE
IT MEANS HES NICE AND THIS MAY BE THE SECOND BIGGEST CRUSH IVE EVER HAD, AND THE LAST TIME A CRUSH LIKE THIS WAS EVEN A POSSIBILITY WAS BACK IN SECOND GRADE AND IT ENDED BECAUSE I MOVED IN FOURTH GRADE. IF I WOULD'VE STAYED, I WOULD NO DOUBT STILL LIKE HIM, BUT WE'RE GETTING OFF TOPIC.
ALL OF MY FORMER CRUSHES WERE BECAUSE THEY WERE CUTE AND MOST OF THEM ENDED BECAUSE THEY TURNED OUT TO BE AN ASSHOLE, SO I THOUGHT THIS ONE WOULD JUST PASS OVER WITHIN, LIKE, A MONTH.
BOI WAS I WRONG AF
I LIKE THIS DUDE BECAUSE HE CUTE AS HECK AND NICE AND ACTS LIKE A MOM FRIEND ™ AND IS GENUINELY NICE. WHATS EVEN WORST IS THAT I SEE HIM EVERYDAY DURING LUNCH
AND WHATS EVEN MORE WORSE ABOUT THAT IS THAT THE TEACHER DECIDED TO START A SILENT TABLE WHICH (UNFORTUNATELY) WAS MADE FROM OUR FORMER TABLE AND WE'RE ALL IN THE MIDDLE OF TRYING TO STAY IN THE SAME GENERAL AREA OF OUR GROUP OF FRIENDS, BUT THATS PROVING TO BE DIFFICULT SO THAT MAY MEAN I MIGHT END UP SITTING AWAY FROM HIM
THIS IS THE FIRST CRUSH IVE EVER REALLY DAY DREAMED ABOUT GOING OUT WITH, AND I HATE THAT BECAUSE (WHOOPEEDEEE DOOO) HE MAY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE THAT IS MOST DEFINITELY NOT ME
I FORGOT HOW IT FELT TO HAVE THIS BIG OF A CRUSH, BUT IVE NEVER HAD THIS BIG OF A CRUSH WHERE I DIDN'T KNOW IF THE OTHER GUY LIKED ME AND IT HUUUUUURTS ME. IVE ONLY HAD IME AND I KNEW FOR A FACT HE LIKED ME BACK
phew, glad I got that off of my chest. I decided to post this here on Wattpad because less people irl know me here and I just need to put it out there. Sorry for the small 300+ word rant. Also, don't mind the odd tittle name, I had nothing else to put lol
