So....
You know how I told my crush I like him? Ya.....
I've been avoiding him at all costs
I walk in the hallway and he's doing the same? I go to the other side of my friend (who people ship me with, like why?)
I'm going to the bathroom during lunch his class is leaving? I almost sprint down the hallway
He passing papers out in seventh period? Put my head down so he doesn't give the papers to me and to my friend who sits behind me
He's talking to my friend (who now I suspect he likes)? Either walk far in front of him or slow down
So you get the point that I'm avoiding him
BUT
I
Still
Like
Him
I hate it!! I try sooo hard to get rid of it because I need to move on and accept the fact that it'll NEVER happen
But I just can't
I haven't had this big of a crush since SECOMD grade
That lasted for two years (would've gone on if I hadn't moved) and I'm scared about this one
Last time I KNEW the guy liked me back
and this time I KNOW he doesn't like me back. I'm scared. Like, really scared. I don't know why, but I am.
Last year someone asked me if me and this guy was actually dating, I think it was him because I asked friends who he was and they hated him (he's an asshole, don't question me) and they still hate him
HE CALLED THE "MOLE" ON THE SIDE OF MY HEAD THE SIZE OF KANSAS
YET I STILL LIKE HIM
WHY DO I DO THIS
alright I'm done, I had to do something since I haven't updated this in FOREVER.
