Chapter Seven

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Q_Q MMMMHHHHNNNNNN MADE BY MELON ON YT SHOW SUPPORT

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You sat up quickly in a cold sweat. After you had gathered yourself and looked around your room to make sure you were in your familiar surrounding, you let out a deep sigh and ran a hand through your hair. That fucking dream again...

Your slouched over, elbows resting on your knees, and rubbed your eyes with your hands. Your eyes felt damp and sore. You groaned inwardly when you realized you had been crying in your sleep again. Looking out the window you saw that it was still quite dark out. You glanced at the clock on your bedside locker. It was 3:35 am. You knew that it would be a while before you got back to sleep, so you dragged yourself out of your bed and headed to the kitchen for a glass of water. 

You turned on the pelmet lights over the counter as you walked into the kitchen. You took a glass out from one of the cabinets and started to fill it with water. "Your awake awfully late." You nearly dropped the glass into the sink as you jumped. You spun around, you saw Yoongi sitting in one of the island stools. You mustn't have noticed him because you didn't turn the main light on. "Jesus christ...You scared the shit outta me.." you said, hand over your heart. The corner of Yoongi's lips curled into a smirk for a split second. You were starting to get on edge from the silence. Suddenly, Yoongi stood up from his seat and made his way towards you. You backed up until you hit the counter. He stopped, his face mere inches away from yours, and stared straight into your eyes. "Y-Yoongi...What are you doing?" you said, ears turning red. You cursed inwardly for stuttering. Yoongi just continued to stare, his hands resting on the counter on both sides of you. "Your eyes are all red and puffy. Have you been crying?" he asked, tilting his head to the side slightly. You covered your face with your hands "Of course I haven't, don't be ridiculous." Yoongi sighed and moved your hands from your face. "You know we were told everything about your parents, and you are a horrible liar." You glared at him "I beg to differ." Yoongi raised an eyebrow and leaned back. You sighed and looked down. "So," you began "was it Saeran that told you about my parents?" Yoongi nodded. "He did. And the story sounded very familiar." You looked up at him confused when he said this. Yoongi groaned at your expression "Have you already forgotten what Namjoon said at the warehouse? His father's friend?" You thought hard to remember the details from the night at the warehouse. Your mind was still foggy. "His father's friend was killed, along with his wife....And their daughter wasn't-" You cut yourself off when you realized what Yoongi was trying to point out. You laughed and Yoongi looked at you like you were on crack. "Yoongi my father wasn't involved with any gangs or mafia. It just happened to be a coincidence that Shun killed my parents." To this Yoongi looked like he was about to kill you. "Your so dense..." he said. You frowned. Yoongi set himself up against the kitchen table. "(Father's/Name) (Sur/name) and (Mother's/Name) S/N. They are your parents aren't they?" 

You looked at Yoongi skeptically, doubt beginning to form in the back of your mind. Yoongi knew you were starting to believe him. "It's very possible that your father was involved in something he shouldn't have been involved in, without you or your mother knowing" Yoongi said. You couldn't get your thoughts straight. This couldn't be. Could it?
Yoongi looked you up and down "To avoid having a bullet shot through my head, I'll stop here. Namjoon should talk to you about this tomorrow, he just wanted to give you some time after what happened at the warehouse." You nodded slowly. After a day of getting to know the boys, they were surprisingly not as brutal as their reputation makes them out to be. Yoongi chuckling brought your attention back to him "I know exactly what you're thinking" he began, once again making his way towards you. "Even though we have people murdered in cold but with the wave of our hands, doesn't mean that we're soulless bastards." His hands were once again on either side of you. "But," you could feel his warm breath on your lips. "Don't think this small detail assures your safety....If it weren't for me at the warehouse, my boss would most likely have had his head blown off because of your reckless behavior. You're lucky Namjoon wants to work with you because, I don't take things like that that lightly." His voice got rougher as he finished his sentence, nearly hissing at you. His eyes then scanned your face, lingering on your lips, before looking you in the eyes. He smirked smugly. "You've gone bright red even though you're being threatened. What? Does this distance make you uncomfortable?" You took in a sharp breath, you could feel Yoongi's lips lightly touching your own.

"I'm not interrupting, am I?"

You both turned to the door, where Alexis had just walked in, sweat dripping from his forehead. 'Ah, he must of had to deal either kidneys or a heart, he usually sells them late at night' you thought. You then probably looked at him. Oh sweet Jesus... He was pissed. You coughed and put a hand to Yoongi's chest, lightly pushing him away. "No Alexis, you're not. I was just getting a glass of water. I had a bad dream." Alexis' eyes softened when he heard this, he knew of your nightmares. Though, that only lasted for a second, because he was once again glaring daggers at Yoongi. "Not very polite to wander about someone's home after they've been so kind as to let you stay a few nights, is it?" Alexis snapped at Yoongi. Yoongi clicked his tongue "No, I guess not. My apologies." He looked back at you. "Y/N, it was lovely talking to you. Pleasant dreams." He slyly winked at you before walking out of the kitchen, slightly bumping shoulders with Alexis as the passed by him.

As soon as Yoongi left, Alexis came running to your side. His hands went to your cheeks and he looked at you with eyes filled with worry "He didn't do anything to you did he? Did he hurt you? Did he touch you at all? Did he look at you anywhere else other than your eyes?" You chuckled nervously "No. No he didn't." Alexis looked at you very seriously "Did he kiss you?" This question surprised you. "No?" Your answer sounded more like a question. He let out a long sigh "Oh thank god." You raised an eyebrow. "Why 'thank god'?" You asked. Alexis suddenly went bright red. He stuttered "I-uh-uhm-I." He leaned away from you. "It's getting late, get your glass of water and go to bed. Busy busy tomorrow." And with that, he ran out the kitchen door, leaving you standing there incredibly confused. You let out a breathy laugh, turning to the sink and getting the water you had originally come to the kitchen to get.
As you made your way back to your room, you recalled all the things Yoongi had told you. About your father working with the mafia without you or your mother knowing. For all you know, your mother knew everything. These thoughts made you extremely upset. You had thought you were very close with your parents. You told them everything. How could they hide something like that from you for sixteen years? Now here you were, nearly five years later and still grieving. Still aching. You wanted your mothers warm touch. To feel secure in your fathers arms. Even though you were an adult now, you would do anything to be with your parents.

You set the glass on your bedside locker, and climbed into bed. You were beginning to get emotional. You hated getting emotional. It was very rare and when it did happen it was all the emotions you have been keeping inside for possibly a few years. You grabbed one of your pillows and hugs it. And imagining sleeping with your parents, you cried yourself to sleep.

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I am so sorry....I have no words o_o

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I'm moving so I have an excuse....
I also procrastinate a lot.....
I know this chapter is a little shot but I tried......
I'm trying to make chapters than involve the other members so here's Yoongs ....
Anyway I'm writing this at half twelve in the morning after not writing anything for ages so if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes please comment on them and tell me so I can fix them....
Imma go to sleep now....
Night...

Anyway..... Hi again Alex......°_° ....
Bye...
-Author

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