Not All Angels Have Wings (#Wattys2017)

Teardrop pt. 1

A/N: Quick authors note before this chapter, TRIGGER WARNING!!! Suicidal thoughts and actions. Okay, dont read if you dont like. Sorry.

Its been a few days since the whole incident between Huxley, Michael and Dylan. Everyone found out about Calum and Indigo and they found out about Michael and Huxley. The concert went well, and they are finally back on the bus, and although Ashley and Calum aren't a thing anymore, she hasn't left the tour. She's probably gonna be there until the end of the tour unless someone kicks her off.

Lux smiled as they played a game of truth or dare. It was finally her turn to to be truth or dared, "Okay, Lux Truth or Dare?" Blaine asked.

Lux sighed, "Um, Truth! Wait no Dare!" She didn't want to play it safe so she didn't.

"Okay, um, I dare you to... Give your phone to Luke and let him text one person on your contacts whatever he wants, and he can text whoever he wants to." Blaine said and Lux sighed. She pulled out her phone and pulled up the contacts, then handed her phone over to Luke.

*Lux's POV*

After a few minutes he is done texting and hands me my phone. I look to see who he texted. Yzma. Great, just great. I look to see what he sent her. Hey, whats up? I have something I want you to know. I hate you. Its not you, its me, but its mostly you. Dont feel bad, this happens to everyone at one point. I just dont want to be your friend anymore...

Luke Robert Hemmings, I could kill you right now. He texted Ashley! I have her saved a Yzma on my phone because shes mean, but really Luke. Do you not know who Yzma is!? Now I know im gonna have a bad day, I just know it.

"Who did he text?" Huxley asked, curiously looking over at my phone.

"Oh, no one in particular..." I whispered, adding a fake smile.

"Mmhmm..." Indigo hummed.

I felt my phone vibrate in my lap, and I picked it up to see who it was though I already knew. Ashley.

Yzma: What do you mean, you dont want to be my friend anymore, you never were my friend! Ha, and you hate me! Thats funny, because I hate you more than anyone else, even that girl who stole my boyfriend!

Me: Im sorry, Ashley... I didn't mean to upset you.

Yzma: Ha, no you didnt just upset me! I've been having a horrible day today and you just made it so many times worse! So no you didnt upset me you angered me!

Me: I didnt mean to Ashley... Im sorry, please forgive me...

Yzma: Im not gonna forgive a werthless no body like you! You dont deserve it! You deserve death! Suicide! Maybe you should cut like you used to! That would make me so much more happy! I h8 you!

Me: Worthless*
Me: Wait I didnt mean to correct you its a bad habit! Im so, so sorry!

Yzma: Why you! Lux just go die! You dont correct me! You're such an idiot!

Me: Maybe...

I look up at everyone else who are still playing the game. I can feel the tears wanting to slip down my face. "Hey guys im gonna go take a shower, okay?" I say.

They all look to me as I stand up. "Hey, Lux, you okay?"

"Huh? Oh, yeah im fine. Just a little tired so im gonna take a shower then a take a nap." I said, and gave them all a fake smile.

They nodded and went back to playing their game of truth or dare.
I went to my bag and grabbed, a black sweater, black leggings, and a black tee for underneath. I also grabbed the essentials, but I also grabbed something else... A razor blade...

No one noticed me grabbing it and I made my way to the bathroom. I frowned as I turned on the water to the shower. I locked the bathroom door, mostly to be on the safe side.

I hopped into the shower and washed my hair, but then I grabbed the blade, and held it to my skin. 6. 4 for how many times Ashley told me to die. One for not being able to help Huxley and one for Dylan hurting Huxley and me not being there...

Once the blade drew blood, I winced at the pain, but didnt scream. I bit my lip as I watched the blood flow from my wrist. It definitly stung.

Once done I washed the blade then covered it in toilet pater and threw it in the garbage. I bandaged my arm, and frowned. Why? Why me? They stopped, why cant I? I thought, pain evident as I let a few tears fall.

I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom like nothing happened. "Okay, im gonna go take a nap."

"Alright, just remember we have a show tonight, so I'll wake you up abou two hours before hand." Blaine smiled, wishing me a good rest. I smiled to them all and waved as I got in my bunk. I put my phone on the charger and grabbed Bear Bear as I cried myself to sleep.

A/N: Hey my pandas! New chapter but this is only oart one!! Gah! I cant wait to write the next chapter I wonder whats gonna happen!