Unknown Feelings

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Jason's POV:

Justin immediately bursted into tears. I had no idea what to do. He dropped down to his knees and began to sob loudly. 

I couldn't just watch him cry. Yeah, I'm ashamed that he's my brother, but he is still my brother and no matter what, I still love him and care about him. 

I'm not a hard head..and I'm not as..strong..as I seem, I'm actually just so stunned that I can't even shed one tear. 

I crouched down and reached my hand over and began to rub Justin's back. "It's going to be okay.." i murmured to him softly. He leaned his head on my shoulder. "Woah there buddy" i said making a face down at him because of the sudden affection.

I didn't even know if it was going to be okay though. Our parents were gone! NEVER coming back!!

We have no family? So who's going to take care of Justin? I don't have enough money to support him!

Yeah, I have about $2,000,000 saved up from my "job." 

You might be wondering how a 19 year old has made that much money already? Well let's just say my job might be the slightest bit um..illegal?

Okay..dealing drugs is actually very illegal..

I make about $300,000 for every run.

I smoke sometimes.

I have taken pills.

One time, I even snorted cocaine!

And when I go out on the weekends, I get sprite since I can't legally get an alcoholic drink, and I spike it with codeine..

Sometimes I even flavor it with a jolly rancher.

I'm an idiot sometimes. I know that, but if I don't party, I get severely depressed! Even more depressed than Justin.

"Justin..." my little brother sniffled.. "Are you going to take care of me?" he asked... I nodded without thinking and that's when I lost it... I cried... and I cried.. and eventually I cried myself to sleep..

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So how did you like chapter 1? :)

Justin's not as badass as he seems? He has a softspot for his lil bro...don't we all?

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