te amo, louis tomlinson // on hiatus //

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dedicated to @giselle_4_lyf because she got me to write again :)

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louis pov

i stared into her eyes that were once dull and afraid, wary of everything around

her, i saw life, i saw her letting go of all her fears, and i found myself smiling at her

because i'm the reason why she's happy again. i ran the pad of my thumb across

her bottom lip, and i saw a pink flush tint her freckle-littered cheeks at the

contact. i could relive this moment a thousand times and i would never get tired,

legs tangled and heavy breathing, i wouldn't switch this moment for fame or

riches. i pressed my lips to her full, chapped ones, loving the feeling of her

next to me like this. "i wanna protect you from everything." i whispered out,

connecting my forehead with her as she let out small puffs of hot air. "as sweet

as that is, i believe i am capable of taking care for myself, lou." she said, poking

her tongue to my cheek. "still, i don't want anyone to hurt you or come between

us because i finally have you." i confessed, looking up at the ceiling. "nothing

will ever come between us, you know? i don't think i've got eyes for anyone

other than you." she said, turning to her side and hooking her slim finger under

my chin, looking me dead in the eye. my bottom lip quivered as i tried to believe

her. truth is, i don't know if i'm enough for her at all. after all, she's met harry

and maybe she doesn't fancy him but maybe she finds him attractive. "what

are you thinking about?" she asked. i let out a heavy sigh and turned to face

her, nuzzling my head in her neck. i think she noticed that i wasn't comfortable

talking about it, because she ran her fingers up and down my back, humming

softly against my neck. i never grew tired of the feeling she gave me. i felt

adrenaline pumping through my veins whenever i was with her, i felt whole.

harry's pov (ooooo)

the girl louis told me about was all i could think about. i don't know what drew

me in about her, maybe just how small and delicate she seemed. but the girl

i bumped into at the mall just last week was also stuck in my head. she seemed

more outspoken than emma, she gave me her number and we'd been texting

back and forth since then. i've taken an interest in her but i still feel more

for caitlin, but i can't feel anything for her because she's my best friend's girlfriend

and i know how much she means to him. i ran my hands all over my face and groaned.

i didn't realize that louis had been laying face down on the other couch blabbering

on about how much he loved her and how it came off that i was upset about it.

he craned his head back to give me a questioning glare, "whats wrong with you?"

he asked. "i'm so tired and my professor keeps giving so much crap to finish" the lie

easily tumbling out of my lips. he gave me a nod and looked back down. "i wonder

when you;re gonna bother to start school tommo" i told him, winking. he groaned

and threw the pillow across the room, hitting a vase and watching it tumble

to the ground. "well shit, mate. that was from my mum" i said, putting my hand over

my heart. "cut the crap and pick it up" he said, hostility clear in his voice. i knew

how the mention of school affected louis's mood and i bit my lip to stifle a laugh

at his reaction. truth is, that wasn't from my mum, it was from mrs. jones, the old

lady from next door who took a serious interest in louis's tea. it's creepy actually.

i remember coming home from uni and seeing him lying down on the couch just

pouring his heart out to her the day after his gram died, i remember how hurt

he was when his mum had called, telling him the news. after that mrs.jones was like

a grandma figure to him. all these things i knew about him reminded me of how much

he is like a brother to me, it would be horrible for me to fall for caitlin. i had to stop everything i felt for her.. it couldn'tbe too hard if i stopped now, right?

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a/n: i am so so so so sorry for not posting for idk how long but i know it's been a long time. in between school work and drama and my family and everything i haven't had time to do anything tbh but i finally got my act together and i'm not assigning specfic days for this bc too much commitment but most likely on the weekends okay. i've been getting so many complaints from people bc i haven't updated but here it is i hope you guys like it bc i'm trying to instill as much description as possible. ALSO thank you sooooooooo much for 200+ reads. it's so much considering how this story really didn't really spread on here. i really hope you enjoyed and thank you for making this so amazing to write :)