Lost Boy◇Nate Parker AU

Chapter Twelve//hell makers

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Song of the Chapter: Kids In the Dark by All Time Low

Chapter Twelve//hell makers

Nate wraps his arms around me as we continue to hug. I hear him sigh and then we pull apart. 

"What's on your mind now?" I ask him. I sit down on the wooden floor we have been sharing for the past few hours and he sits next to me.

He puts his hands in his lap and he fiddles with his fingers. He shrugs, "i don't know it's just how can God let this happen? How can he let something so freely and so evil happen in such a place of dwelling of lost. then let people suffer because of it? Innocent people like you or your parents who will come home to a big surprise."

I look at him as I purse my lips, "I-I don't know maybe it's just his way of saying the world of human and demonic kind is going to hell anyway. For literal. "

He closes his eyes and breathes in slowly, "Juliet it's not so simple like that. He needs to have a plan. It has to be a plan of his.'

For some reason I can't believe Nate Parker is the Antichrist. He doesn't seem like the person to doom people to hell. A person who kills for no reason and then not feel any shame behind it. 

He felt shame after killing his friends. he felt shame more than anything in the world and he deserves to think that way. he deserves to feel shame because if he didn't it would make him look like the Antichrist even more. 

All those sayings about the devil like, 'she's the devil' or 'talking about the devil' Are sayings I never did fully understand and now that I have met Nathaniel Parker even more I feel like he is that one person no one thinks is the devil just by looking at him. 

Nate has a figure unlike what most ghosts have. Most ghosts are slouching and look like they want to die even more. But Nate has his body posture like what he would have had when he was younger and very much alive.

I nod nonetheless and agree to him as I say, "yeah I think you are right. Why would he bring me to this cabin if he didn't have a plan. "

Nate's jaw clenches and then pushes me over so he hovers over me, "don't try to say that God brought you here for a reason. You guys came here and now we all are in trouble. Don't you dare say he knew that I was going to kill you and that this was your destiny."

I put my head against the floor as I am afraid and terrified at what he is doing. His eyes are dark like they usually are when I can sense he is mad. I see little puffs of smoke come from his ears and his nostrils are flaring really bad.

"Don't you dare," He says and then after a second or two he lets go of my touch and shuffles back to his spot but then slouching down as he was afraid now. He rocks back and forth as he wrapped his arms around his legs and put his knees to his chest.

 "I'm sorry. I'm sorry," he keeps apologizing and puts his head with his knees so that way I don't see his face fully, "why can't I just be normal again? I am not like this.I can't escape this hell."

I quiver my lip as I continue to only look at him. I don't know how to respond to him to be honest. He seems like he wants to be alone but then again I might know what he does if he was alone.

Then the thought came to me. What if he has killed others though? What if he was lying to me when he told me all of this?

"Nathaniel can I ask you something?" he looks up at me and his eyes are giving the red puffy image he had before. He rubs his nose as if he is in face crying like a regular being and then he nods unlike my predicament.