Lost Boy◇Nate Parker AU

Chapter Twenty//Resurrection Day

Sorry so short ahain. But  hey again. After eight months.

Song of the chapter: awake and alive by skillet

Love you and enjoy!

The only thing I feel is Nathaniel's embrace and the feeling of regret all of the suddenly. I begin to sob onto his shoulder. Cries pour out of me quicker than life has depended on it. I am scared and frightened by this point and I am tired of it. I am tired of feeling that frightened. 

"Juliet calm down," Nathaniel says calmly. I can barely hear him though as the screams and the winds grow louder. 

"I can't," I say in between sobs. He brings me back just to look into my eyes and then smiles. 

"We will be alright. I promise. I promise. Just don't loose focus. Don't loose focus on what you're thinking," Nathaniel brings me to his chest again and I melt in his arms. 

"What am I thinking?" I whisper and then focus on what Nathaniel is trying to say. 

"You're not thinking about anything..."Nathaniel says. I stop my sobbing and look up at him. The winds die off more and more but it is blowing through his hair and I try not to get distracted by all the sounds dying off. Just him.

"You shouldn't be thinking about anything. You deserve way more than that. You deserve more than  just a single thought about what is happening! But rather what will happen! You desedge to be there, Juliet! You deserve to be good! You haven't done anything wrong!"

Please dont be saying what I think you are suing Nate. Please. This can't be over. This whole thing between me and you. It can't be. If somewhere deep down you are alive still and have a heart. Don't leave me. Don't cast yourself. Whatever you do. Please don't cast yourself.

You breathed. You fucking breathed and i felt it. I shake my head and then a single year starts to come down, "please don't say that you are not good."

"No," he shakes his own head, "no I swear I am not. I killed you Juliet. I killed you and then you hit forced to be the Lost Girl."

"No! You do deserve to be there! You deserve to be happy and no worries. You can feel alive there though you will be infinite!" I exclaim back to him.

His hair stops blowing. The wind is gone. Where are they now? What is going on?

"I am a lost boy looking to be found. You found me. Now let me go. Let me go to where i need to be," he puts his hand on my cheek like the way he did before we encountered Lucifer.

Another tear starts to come down my face. No it's not a tear. It doesn't feel like it. My other eye is tearing up. This one hasn't let out any yet. It starts to sprinkle and that's when I realize something. I feel the clouds. I feel I am in the clouds and i am making them do something.

"When it rains it pours," he whispers. He puts his head on my shoulder as he rests in the crook of my neck, "we will meet again soon. For real. I promise."

What?

He kisses misses me once and then when I am about to kiss back, I don't feel anything.

I open my eyes and I am not the roof but in the cabin. There is no holes anywhere.

I feel my heart beat louder and louder. Then I breath out like I was just slammed in the gut.

I am forced on the floor and i look around as I make myself get back up. I go to my room fast thinking there has to be something the same.

What is happening now? How can this get worse? Nate. Nathaniel. Lost Boy. What have you done?

I look to where the painting could be. But there isn't one. There aren't any paintings.  Nor the only landscapes paintings that made the real life things out of them. The monsters are gone. The wind isn't there. I look out of the window and see it.

A Uhaul.

What the hell? Has everything went away and i am stuck here like Nate was? Am I suppose to kill the new stayers?

Is this my punishment and I am not going to heaven?

But no that isnt happening because my parents come out of the UHaul. My parents. My mother wearing her outfit that seems like another dream. Another life literally ever since i saw it. My father trailing right behind her with a smile sprawled upon her face.

I instantly go out of the room. Start running out of the cabin and greet them with a hug.

"Jewels? What are you doing?" My mother is laughing.

"I missed you guys! Oh i missed you so much! You cant believe what has happened!"

They both laugh and I turn around.

I feel my heart stop again. I feel my pulse drop and I can't believe what is front of me.

What is happening? Can I ever get a break?

Yes i will leave you on a cliff hanger. Sorry. You dont deserve it after so long with no update. But I promise the postface  is going to be lit and it is going to be out... soon.

You'll be so confused next chapter. Just letting you know...but when the story ends you will find out it has a meaning.