Chapter 9

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Ciara POV

My heart races as me and Onika continue kissing, is this real?! Her lips are so soft and addicting, her tongue runs across my lip and I part my lips to allow her tongue access. I moan into her mouth and kiss back deeper. A couple more minutes later we pull away and stare into each other's eyes, her hand still on my cheek. That was the best kiss ever, my joy soon fades when realization hits. We're not together, she was just all over some girl and tonguing her down before she found me outside, and because of that it probably meant nothing to her.

"I'm sorry" She says softly

"I know" I say

"No I really mean it, I know how you feel about me coming onto you too much and I'm so sorry" She says

She moves in front of me and crawls in between my legs, placing our foreheads together, eyes still locked.

"I have a lot of respect for you more than words can explain, you know that right?" She asks

"Yea" I say

"And I would never do anything if I didn't think you were 100% ok with it, even if it feels like the right thing to do I won't do it unless it's the right timing" She says

"I know" I say with a small smile

"Cause you deserve the best of everything" She smiles

She kisses my forehead and stands up. Ok I just fell more in love with her, oh my fucking gosh. Swoon me bitch. She holds her hand out for me and I grab onto it, she pulls me up and wraps her arm around my waist.

"Think we should get back to the party?" She asks

I nod my head and we head back into the house, we find a spot that's not too crowded and start dancing.

"Ya song is on" She smirks

"I can hear that" I chuckle

'Slow Jamz' by Twista, Kanye West, and Jamie Foxx is like one of my favorite throwback songs.

She said she want some Marvin Gaye, some Luther Vandross, a little Anita will definitely set this party off right, she said she want some Ready For The World, some New Edition, some Minnie Ripperton will definitely set this party off right

I told her to drive over in yo new whip, bring some friends you cool with, Ima bring the cool whip, then I want you to strip, see you is my new chick, so we get our grind on, she be grabbin me, callin me Biggie like Shyne home, man I swear she fine homes, why she always lyin though? Tellin me them diamonds, when she know they rhinestones, she got a light-skinned friend look like Michael Jackson, got a dark-skinned friend look like Michael Jackson
I played Ready For The World, she was ready for some action, my dawg said you ain't no freak , so you bout to prove my man wrong, Ima play this Vandross, you gon' take yo pants off, Ima play this Gladys Knight, me and you gon get right

Onika grabs my hand and starts swinging me arm.

"Earth wind and fire baby, let's take it higher sweetie" She sings in my ear and I can feel her smile

This girl is gonna be the death of me.

"You so tense babe, come" She says

Stay cool Ciara, she literally calls everybody babe. I follow her into the kitchen and she pulls a blunt from her jacket pocket. She lights it and hands it to me, I take a few pulls then hand it to her. A few minutes later and she puts it out, putting it back in her pocket. 'Make Love' by Keri Hilson booms through the speakers and Onika grabs my hand once again while swaying her body.

"You love holding my hand huh?" I ask

"Won't deny it" She says while pulling me closer

She spins me around and securely wraps her arms around my torso, all while remaining in sync with each other and the music.

And what I done to ya baby, I'll promise you'll never leave cause you wouldn't know what to do with yourself after one night with me, we gonna make love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, oh baby, oh oh, oh baby

"You trust me?" She asks softly

"Yea" I say

"You trust that I would never hurt you or put you in danger intentionally?" She asks

"Yea" I say confusingly

Why is she asking me all these damn questions.

"No matter what it is, you'll let me explain?" She asks

"Yea but why are you asking me all these questions? What's wrong?" I ask while looking back at her

"You'll know soon Angel eyes, you'll know soon" She mumbles

A/N: Get you someone who adores you the way Nicki adores Ciara

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