He laughed. He just laughed. "Why? So you can go be with Adam finally?" He asked, Continuing to laugh. "No. Because this" I said, Gesturing between us, "This is turning into an abusive relationship" He rolled his eyes. "Whatever, But im keeping the apartment. Get all your stuff out by Tuesday" He snapped, Loudly, Slamming the front door behind him. It was Sunday. I sat myself on the couch. Kian came down stairs. "What happened?" He asked, Walking over to me. "I broke up with him" I said quietly. "And he kicked me out of the apartment" I finished. "I have to be out by Tuesday and I have no where to go Kian. I don't want to stay here because I feel like I'm just throwing all my problems onto you and Jc" I sighed. "No. You're moving in" Kian screamed and started jumping around. I stared at him. "We'll get your stuff tomorrow. Just go get a shower and a good nights sleep" He said, Patting my shoulder and going into the kitchen. I walked up the stairs going to the guest bedroom that I guess is mine now. I'll just stay here until I can get the money for my own apartment.
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I walked into the bathroom and started the water. I walked out and down to Jc's room. I knocked on the door. "Come in" He groaned. I walked in and grabbed my bag. Shutting the door behind me. I went back down to the room and shut the door. Jumping into the shower, Washing out the chlorine in my hair.
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I jumped out and dried off. Slipping into a pair gray sweat pants and a over sized black
T-Shirt. I brushed through my hair and left it down to dry naturally. I walked back into the room and almost screamed. "Don't do that" I laughed, Sitting next to Jc on the bed. "Kian told me you broke up with Matthew and he kicked you out" He said quietly. I nodded. He wrapped his arms around me. My arms laced around his neck and he pulled me into his lap, Causing me to straddle him. "Thank you for being there for me" I said into his shoulder.
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I've always wondered what would my life be like without Matthew. I've wondered that since I met him four years ago. And now it's happening. Now I can be with anyone I want and anyone in the world. I don't know why Kian said Jc liked me if I was just always called 'Kiddo' by him. I untangled myself out of Jc's hug. "I gotta go talk to Kian" I said, Getting off his lap. He nodded and I walked out and down the hall to his room.
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"Kian" I said, Walking in and knocking on the door frame. "Hi" he smiled, I shut the door behind me. I jumped onto the bed next to him. "I'm pretty sure Jc doesn't like me" I laughed, Quietly. "And why do you say that?" He asked. "I can tell. He always calls me Kiddo and he says I'm like a little sister to him. I just think I'm like family to him" I mumbled but he could hear me. Kian wrapped his right arm under my torso and pulled me into him. I rested my head on his chest.
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"I'm sure he likes you. When you're gone he talks non stop about you. Like 'oh isn't Dawn just so beautiful? I hate seeing her with Matthew' and stuff like that." he answered. "He calls every girl beautiful to be polite. He probably said he hates seeing me with Matthew because he knew how Matthew was towards me" I said. I let out a small breath. "Alright, I'm tired. Night ki" I said, Giving him a small hug and getting up. "Night" He said as I shut the door. I went into my room and saw Jc passed out on my bed. I sighed and walked over to the bed. "Jc" I whispered. "Jc get up I'm tired" I said a little louder. Like yes I know I could just sleep next to him but I don't know because last time he was sleeping he had his arm around my waist and he said sorry for that. "Jc" I yelled, Yanking his foot. I gave up and shut the lights off and closed my door. I walked onto the bed and laid down behind him near the wall.
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I woke up, Jc was still asleep. His arm was placed tightly around my waist and his head against my back. I moved his arm and sat up. "Jc" I groaned, Pushing him away. He mumbled something and rolled over, Grabbing another pillow and wrapped his arms around it. I went into the bathroom and changed. I slipped on some ripped jeans and a over sized white shirt, Tucking it into the jeans and letting it sag over. I rolled up my jeans to a cuff and slipped on my black doc martens. I brushed through my hair, Leaving it down. I brushed my teeth and walked out of the bathroom. Jc was propped up on his phone. "I hate you" I laughed. "Did I fall asleep in here?" He asked. "Why else would you be sitting in my bed?" I asked. He laughed at himself. "I tried to wake you up." I answered, Grabbing my phone off the charger. "Well, Sorry" He said, Getting up. "It's fine" I said quietly and walked out. "Kian!" I screamed. "We have to go!" I added. "I'm in the Shower!" He yelled. I heard a knock at the door and I ran down the stairs to get it.
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"Hey. Adam?" I said, "Hey. I uh, Wanted to apologize" He Said, Looking down at me. "For?" I asked, Chuckling. "Beating up Matthew" He answered. "Oh. I broke up with him" I said quietly. "Oh" Is all he said. "Dawn! We have to go!" Kian yelled, coming downstairs.
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"I love you"//Kian Lawley
FanfictionIt starts with "I love you" because we know we're lying just to make us feel good, because not all stories have a happy ending.