"I love you"//Kian Lawley

2.7

(Six months later)
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"Julian?" I yelled, Throwing my keys on the counter, Kicking the apartment door shut. "I was just about to head to the beach" He chuckled, Walking out of his room in his swim trunks. "I'm really tired, Is it okay if I invite a few people over?" I asked. "But-" I cut him off, "They wake me up!" He chuckled and nodded, Kissing my head before leaving.
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"Hey" I said, Giving Adam a small hug, then Jc, and then a quick kiss to Kian. "I'm here! I'm here!" Emma said, Racing through the door. "So am I" I laughed, Hugging her. "I haven't seen you guys in forever" I laughed, Mostly towards Adam. "Yeah" Kian walked into the living room and plopped down on the couch. "Whatcha got?" Jc asked, Walking into the kitchen. "I wanna see how your fashion has been without me" Emma shrugged and walked into my room. "So, How've you been?" Adam said, Sitting on the counter.
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"I've been good. You?" I asked. "Fantastic" He chuckled. "How's your singing been?" He asked. "I haven't posted in a while but, It's okay." I nodded. "Hey Kian" I quickly said. He looked over at me. "You should work at that tattoo parlor again, I want another one" I laughed. "Well if you didn't get me fired, I would still be working there I bet" He scoffed. I rolled my eyes.
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"So, I remember you mentioning you wanted to act?" Adam asked. "Yeah." I answered. "Have you tried?" He asked. "Not yet. But I'm still waiting until I'm older I guess" I breathed. He nodded.
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"Okay, Okay I will Emma" I said, After saying bye to her. "Finally" I turned around, Being picked up. I let out a laugh. I wrapped my legs around his waist, Loosely wrapping my arms around his neck. He sat down on the couch, I straddled his waist, Placing soft kisses along his neck.
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"I'm back!" I heard Julian yell from the door, I snuggled closer into Kian's chest, Closing my eyes. He wrapped his arm around my bare back, Pulling me closer. "You alright?" He mumbled. I hummed, Feeling my eyes become heavy. "Alright" He left a kiss on my forehead, Resting his head on mine.
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I woke up around 11:30. I looked up and saw Kian sleeping. His mouth slightly open. I remembered falling asleep around six or something. I quietly got out of bed. I slipped on Kian's shirt and some underwear. I walked out of the room and into the kitchen. I grabbed a water and went back into the room. "Babe?" His groggy voice filled the room. "I'm here" I answered, Setting the bottle on the nightstand and crawling back into bed. His arm found my waist and pulled me into him. "What time is it?" He asked. "Almost midnight" I shrugged.
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I sat up in bed alone. I crawled out of it and went into my bathroom, Brushing my teeth. "I need my shirt back Dawn, I have to leave" Kian yelled before walking into my room. I wiped my mouth and put my tooth brush back. I looked at him, His shirt dropped down to my mid thigh. "But I like it" I whine. I walked up to him, "and admit, You love seeing me in your clothes" I said into his ear, My lips brushing against it.
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"I'm pretty sure you left one here too" I said, Walking away from him. I rummaged through my closet, Seeing a black shirt of his, I pulled it off the hanger and handed it to him. He slipped it on over his head, "I gotta go, Bye" He said, Leaving a kiss on my lips before leaving.
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We never dared to say I love you. When we went on our first day I told him why I never said it.
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(FlashBack)
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"Thank you for taking me out" I smiled at Kian. "You're welcome" He smiled back. "Question time?" He asked, I laughed and nodded. "You first" I said, Glancing around the restaurant. "Uhm, Do you believe in love at first sight?" He asked. My gaze fell upon him. "I don't believe in love" I answered. "Why not?" He asked. "I feel like it's a lie. Like people say 'I love you' to lie just to make them feel good like, Let's say, Some depressed girl falls in love. He says I love you and she becomes happy and the moment they break up, She's depressed again and they say I hate you. And say that I never loved you. So I love you, Is a lie. But that's my opinion. And I will never dare say that word unless it's family, Because family is more true than other people, But again, That's my opinion"
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(End of flashback)
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I sat on my bed. He told me I was crazy but I don't think it is. People like to feel good, Like when they're in love, They don't have a care in the world and they feel great. It's like getting drunk.

Love is a drug and I choose not to take it. (Holy I came up with that).

I continued to think. Some people call me crazy. But, I said I love you to Matthew. And the first time I said it back was our three year anniversary. And we stayed together for like three more months and now look where we are. Love is giving someone permission to just be like, "trust me. You can trust me. Just once you do, I'll step on your heart to a point where it Won't and can't be fixed" but all of this is my opinion on love.
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"Dawn?" I saw Kian. "What time is it?" I asked. "Three" He answered. "Oh. I was thinking for six hours?" I asked. "About what?" He asked, Sitting next to me. "Just my opinions" I answered. He nodded, Shutting my door and sitting back down. "Alright" He said, kissing my lips.