"What are we doing here?" I asked. "Taking a walk" Jc answered. We got out of the car and he laced our fingers together. "Jc I wanna go home" I said. "No" is all he said. "Jc, I don't feel good at all" I whined. He didn't answer. "Jc" I yelled at him. "Take me home please" I cried. "Why can't I make you happy?" He said, Staring at me. "You can. I'm just not in a good mood right now" I said. "It's always Kian who makes you happy. What am I doing wrong?" He asked. "Nothing Jc" I said, Walking over to him. "I'm so sorry Dawn" He whispered. "You don't have a reason to be sorry" I said quietly to him. --- "I try so hard to make you happy but it doesn't work" He kept pulling out negative thoughts from his mouth. "Jc. Stop. You always say stay positive and right now you are not showing it or saying anything positive. Your dreams are supposed to be positive but they can't be with all this negativity" I said. He stared at me. I placed my hands on his cheeks, Wiping his tears away. --- Jc drove us home without a word. I changed back into my outfit from before and I went back into Jc's room and shut the door behind me. He slipped his shirt off and looked at me. "Ple-" I cut him off. "No. I won't leave you alone" I said and walked over to him. I sat on the bed with him, He laid his head in my lap. I played with his curls. I wanted things to be positive so I tried to be positive. "What do you dream of doing that's positive?" I asked, Keeping my voice soft. "Something but to the other person won't think it's positive" He mumbled. "And who's the other person" I asked. "You" He answered. He sat up. "And what is that something?" I asked. He looked at me. He leaned forward and placed his lips on mine. I didn't pull away, I kissed him back this time. He laid down, Bringing me with him. --- --- I woke up with Jc's arm around my waist and my arm wrapped around the front of his torso. I stayed there. I watched his chest rise and fall every few seconds. His lips were slightly parted, Light snores escaping them. His hair seemed to be straight and short in the back but it became curly in the front and stuck out, Always covering his forehead. I took the time while he slept to actually look at his features. He had a scruff. From his side burns, Right above his jaw line and all the way to under his chin, and it connected. After a few minutes, His brown eyes were looking back at me. "Good morning" I said quietly. He smiled and kissed my head. --- I walked down stairs wearing black skinny jeans with rips at the knees. I wore a gray shirt with a black outline on the hem. I wore some black Nikes with white on the bottoms. My hair was naturally wavy. "Hi" I said quietly to Kian. "Hey" He answered. "So I think I'm finally going to tell you" I said, Sitting across from him at the counter. "Tell me what?" He asked, Taking a bite of his cereal. "I'm moving out soon" I said. "What?" He asked, Almost choking. "Im trying to save up enough money to move out, My birthday is in like three days and I'm thinking of getting a job then" I answered. "I don't want to stay here and goof off my whole life. I want to do something with it." I said. --- -3 days later- --- "Happy birthday!" Kian and Jc walked in my room. I sat up, Kian threw a birthday cone hat at me. "Put it on!" He yelled, Laughing. I rolled my eyes and strapped it on my head. Jc walked out of my room and came back with a guitar case. He placed it at the end of my bed. "You didn't" I said, Sitting up and opening it. My smile came all the way to my ears I swear. It was a tam acoustic guitar. I jumped out of bed and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Thank you so much" I said. "You're welcome" He said. Kian came back in the room and me a white package bag. I sat on my bed and ripped it open. It was a tapestry. I unfolded it.
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I smiled at it. "Thank you" I said, Wrapping my arms around his neck, He chuckled and picked me up some so he didn't have to bend down. "Ricky is coming over later" Jc said and walked out. "What's up with you and Jc?" Kian whispered, Letting go of me. "Can I tell you later?" I asked. He nodded and I walked out of my room and went into Jc's. "Jc" I said. He looked at me. "Why're you ignoring me? Is it like awkward between us now?" I asked. - Kian PoV - "Why're you ignoring me? Is it like awkward between us now?" I heard Dawn talking when I walked past Jc's room. "I don't know Dawn. I mean like we kissed and then almost-" Jc sighed. "Almost you know, had sex" He finished. "But we didn't" She fought. "Yeah but we almost Dawn! And it's kinda is awkward for me!" He yelled. "It's even more awkward for me because I made it stop" She answered. "Yeah but you slept with me" I heard her sigh. "Why did you even try Jc? You don't like me. I heard you talking to Kian about how much you like Emma" She said. "I've always been 'Kiddo' to you" She finished and I walked down the hall as she walked out of Jc's room. I turned around and looked at her. "Hey, Why're you crying?" I asked, "Jc" is all she said and walked away.
