Our Little Secret | [j.b]

9

Justin B.

I held up my finger, to let Rose know I'll be a minute and left the room. I almost kissed her. I was pissed it was Selena that had to ruin that for me. "What?" I hissed through the phone as I answered it.

"Babe I miss you. Why don't you answer my calls anymore?" the agonizing girl, my ex-girlfriend spoke through the phone.

"Why should I? I told you, we are over! Stop calling me." I was tired of her constant whining and complaining of how I broke up with her and how much she misses me. Why does she not get that I don't give a damn. "Well too bad, I'm here. Open your door Bieber, or I'm busting in." Shit, I thought. Rose can not see her, or she'll think we're together and I'll have no chance with her.

I hung up on her and rushed into the room to the door. "Rose, can you go to the other room?" she gave me a confused look, and nodded without asking. "Thank you," I said and opened the door as soon as she disappeared around the corner. "Justin!" Selena threw her arms around  me, fake crying. "I missed you so much." She said, snuggling into my chest. This was beyond uncomfortable.

I shoved her off of me. "Why are you here?" I wanted to get straight to the point so she could leave. "A simple I missed you too would be nice. I know you miss me Justin, please I love you." hearing those words stabbed me in the heart. How could she love me when she cheated on me over and over. Never again will I let her back into my life after that. "You don't love me, you never did. Now please Selena leave my house." she looked hurt, but I didn't care.

"I left him, I said I was sorry." she touched my arm and I flinched. "What else do you want me to do?! Justin I treated you terribly before but I changed, I swear." She use to cheat on me repeatedly. She thought I didn't notice all the times she came home smelling like straight sex. I wanted to hurt her back then. Not just pay back, but physically. I'm not that person, I never was but she's broken my heart.

"I don't give a damn how much you changed Selena! I hate how you treated me. Now you want me back because I'm happy and you're not." She looked confused. "With who?" she said, her voice shaking.

I looked behind me, where here eyes landed and found Rose looking at me with sympathy. "Rose please leave." Selena looked between me and Rose. "It's her isn't it?! She's the one that stole you away from me!" she charged after her, but I caught her and carried her out of my house. "Leave and never come back." I shut the door before she could speak any longer.

She looked through the window and started banging on it like a maniac. "HE'S MINE! MINE!" I closed the blind and rubbed my head, feeling a headache come on. I turned around and heard that infectious laugh I loved so dearly. I started to laugh as well, thinking: "That bitch is crazy." What was I thinking, choosing that one? But I did love her at one point.

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"So," Rose looked me in the eyes. "She hurt you like that but now decided to come back? She expected you to take her back?" I nodded, feeling that pain re-surface. I was broken after I found out she did that to me...repeatedly. I thought she loved me. Saying I was her world; that she thought we would have a future together. I did too. But that is nothing but a memory now. "I'm sorry. I hate you had to go through that, it actually makes me mad." I looked at her surprised. "Really?" She nodded, laying her head on my shoulder.

"I'm kind of hoping this one person in my life will make me happy like I was back then." I could see her smiling. "Me too.." Was that foreshadowing something? Was she not happy with lover boy? "This one person has been there for me more than Chris has. I'm trying to figure out what I feel right now." She turned to look at me.

She started to lean in. I think I know who that person is. Her lips locked with mine. Nothing was said or did at that moment. Just us sharing a sweet moment; her soft lips moving with mine. I held her cheek and deepened the kiss. When we parted, I could see it in her eyes.

Something changed and I can't wait to find out.

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