Our Little Secret | [j.b]

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Gosh another meeting. We were in a meeting, in the beautiful city of London and I was stuck here in this stupid meeting for hours. Justin seemed more focused than I was, seeming I couldn't stop tapping my pen on my notebook. "Stop," He glanced at me once and turned his attention back to the man talking. I sighed and started doodling song lyrics that were stuck in my head. "Could you at least pay attention?" He barked at me, making everyone stop and look at us. "Sorry." I apologized looking at everyone else. "Actually, I'll just leave." I scooped up my stuff and left the room. No one seemed to care whether I was there or not.

Hours passed as I sat in the lobby, watching Netflix on my phone. I'd already went to a little café and ate lunch there. It wasn't too far from there, so I walked there myself. I've been bored all day, wanting to explore London, but I didn't know where to go. Justin has already been here and Dan was busy with his own stuff. What was I to do? Nothing, but sit here and wait on Mr. Snappypants. He's been snappy all day;  partially stressing over the very important meeting he had today which was in fact most of the day.

"Ms. Fletcher, are you sure you're comfortable where you are? You could-" I waved my hand, stopping her. "No, I'm fine. But thank you for asking." I smiled at her, and she nodded. I've been here for a while, so I appreciate her kindness.

"Thanks for having me and tell Lola I said hi." Justin gave the man a quick hand shake and made his way over to me. "He has a little daughter at home. Names Lola." He said watching him enter the elevator. "You've been sitting here this whole time?" He turned to me. I shrugged. "Nah, not really. It's not like I don't know how to get around or someone told me not to travel alone." I said sarcastically, crossing my arms. He ran a hand through his hair. "I'm sorry I've been an ass all day. I was just stressed and I took these pills. But-"

"Wait, pills?" I froze, staring at him. He shook his head. "Not what you think Rose. I promise I'm not depressed or something. I just need pills to...keep calm, but they weren't working very well today." He cleared his throat and sat down in the seat beside me.

"You mean for anxiety?" I asked, placing a hand on his arm. He looked down at his hands. "I don't think of it as that." He said slowly. "How come you never told me?" He shrugged. "Guess I didn't want you to leave me." He said truthfully.

"That's bullshit Justin. I would never leave you over some damn pills." He blinked a few times and looked away. "I know that Rose. I just...sometimes I get," He breathed out. "Angry." I gently pulled his face to look at me. "Its okay, you know I don't care about that. I care about you too much." He nodded lightly, letting me kiss his forehead. "Don't ever think I'd leave you. And if you ever want to talk to me about something, I'm here for you." He smiled.

"I love you so much." He sighed. My heart skipped a beat. "W-Wait.." He'd just realized what he said and his face started to flush in color. "It-It just slipped out." He stuttered. I laughed and connected my lips to his. Our lips moved in sync as we shared the passionate kiss. His hand held the back of my back, deepening the kiss. He smiled into the kiss, pulling away slowly. "What does that mean?" He asked.

"That I love you too." I laughed-cried feeling emotional.

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"You know I've loved you this whole time?" Justin asked, licking his ice cream. My heart yet again skipped a beat. "Really?" I already knew the tips of my ears were red. With my hair pulled back, it was obvious. Never my whole ear! Weird. "Yes, really, but lover boy was in the way." I burst out laughing. "That's not funny." He said offended. "Yes it is, jeez let me eat my ice cream." I took a long lick off the top. I saw Justin stare at me as I licked it slowly. He licked his own lips, forgetting about his ice cream. He shook his head and pulled out his phone, distracting himself.

He thought that I hadn't seen him, well he was pretty damn obvious. He's probably hard for me, I thought. I smirked and got an idea. I "accidentally" dropped a little icing on my shirt and said "Well shit," loudly for him to hear. He looked up, raising an eyebrow. I scooped up the ice cream with my index finger and ran my finger down my tongue, making sure to suck it off clean. He cleared his throat and looked away from me. "Is there a problem?" I asked.

He turned back, his eyes darker than before. "You know damn well, what the problem is and you're sexy as hell." He licked his lips. "Why did I wait so long to make you mine?" He asked. I shrugged, smirking. "I don't know..."

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Justin slammed me against the wall, sucking at my neck. He was already shirtless, his belt buckle already unfastened. I moaned out his name as he gripped at my waist; my legs wrapped around his waist. He ran his lips down my neck sending shivers through my body. "Are you sure you're ready?" He mumbled against my skin. "Yes...fuck." I said not being able to wait any longer. "Woah, watch your mouth Ms. Fletcher." His lower half pressed against mine, making me inwardly moan at the pleasure I felt. Just little movement and I was a mess.

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Our sweaty bodies lay on the floor beside the fireplace, because we couldn't make it to the bedroom. I ran my finger tips back and forth on Justin's tattooed arm; wrapped around me.
We sat there quietly, just enjoying each others company. We didn't talk. Justin would lightly kiss my shoulder and bury his face in the crook of my neck. Every now and then saying "I love you," repeatedly whether I responded or not. Falling asleep slowly, I said, "I lov-" But was quickly cut off by Justin.

"How could she love me?"

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Btw I wasn't going to bring this up, but the sex scene...ehhh I don't do those. Maybe once I did in one of my stories but I just don't want to put those in my stories. Sorry if you guys expected one. :( but I hope you still enjoyed this chapter ❤