Our Little Secret | [j.b]

10

Rosaline F.

I have no idea what's happening or whats going to happen next. Everything is moving by so fast. First I was denying whatever feelings I felt for Justin and was happy with my boyfriend. Then it all started when he came home drunk and decided to not tell me what happened that night and lay a hand on me. Ever since our relationship hasn't been the same, he's been distant, most mornings he's not there and he always comes home either drunk or very pissed off. I never know what is wrong or how I can fix it when he's so damn distant! As soon as I go to Justin for comfort he wants to act like my boyfriend and get all jealous.

He's starting to piss me off now.

"Hey, are you ok?" Justin held my hand. I was stressing and I was glad he was there to calm me down. I was on the verge of charging to Chris' work place and yell at him. "I'm just stressed about Chris. He always comes home drunk, but as soon as I talk to you he wants to be my boyfriend again. I hate him." He nodded slowly.

"Rose, you don't hate him. You love him." This was weird coming from Justin. "I-I do...I just don't know what to do about our situation." I sighed and sinked further into the cushion. "Do you want me to give him a piece of my mind?" Justin smirked. "What would you say exactly?" I sat up.

"Oh that he's an asshole and you deserve better." He said plain and simple. "Oh really and who would be better for me?" I started leaning in. "I don't know, how about you find out." Before his lips pressed against mine, his phone went off.

What is it with these stupid ass phones that keep ruining the moment? I thought, sighing at the fact that it was the company calling. Work was tomorrow unfortunately. Boo hoo.

"Yes she is here," Justin looked at me. "Yep, I got it under control and I'll give her the details on what is happening." He hung up and smiled at me. "What?" I laughed at his stupid smile.

"Looks like someone is getting a raise." He poked my nose. "What?! Are you serious?" He nodded. "Yes, I knew boss man liked me." Justin was my boss but there was an upper boss that had a higher place in the company than Justin. I always thought he hated me, but seems like he doesn't now. "Hey I thought I was your boss man." Justin bit his lip.

"You are still and stop being weird. Now tell me, do I get my own office?"

"Yes,"

"Do I get-"

"You get an office beside me." He smirked again. "Oh that's fine too." He shook his head. "You don't see that now you'll be in my office practically 24/7." He lightly pushed me on the couch to lay down as he hovered over me.

"What?" I was still confused.

"Your office will be the old one that use to be right beside mine with the glass separating us, so you can go right through the door when I need you. You'll be right there in my sight at all times." I didn't know why but I got nervous knowing he'll be looking at me at all times. How am I suppose to push these feelings I have for him away when he's right there, taunting me?

"You like that don't you baby?" My heart jumped at the fact that he just called me baby. "Maybe I do." I pushed him off of me. "You can't resist the Bieber boys, it runs in the family." He said as I walked away.

Since when was he so cocky?

**

Justin B.

I was glad to say I had her right where I wanted her. Whether she wanted to admit it or not, she had feelings for me. It made my heart skip a beat knowing I was slowly winning her over. People would say I only want one thing from a woman. Sex. That's the old me, that's not me anymore. After Rose walked into my life years ago, I had to change. I couldn't act like the guy I use to be and have her around, it was too hard. I guess you can say she changed me.

She made me so happy, I would do anything to see that smile everyday. I'd do anything for her.  One of those things is helping her with her boyfriend problem. As much as I wish she wasn't with him, it would only be right to help her. I'd rather she be happy with someone else if she can't be mine. Who am I kidding? She obviously has some feelings for me.

"Justin why are you so quiet?" Rose threw one of the kings at my face. "Sorry, I zoned out." We were playing chess. Surprisingly she knows how to play and she's good, but that's only because I let her win.

"Will you stop being zoned out and play?" She threw another piece at me. "How can I play when your throwing shit at my head?" I laughed at her silliness. "Whatever, it's your fault anyways." We sat there for a few seconds just staring at each other. Suddenly she shoved the board off the couch between us and smashed her lips onto mine. She straddled my waist; I held her hips and squeezed lightly. The fact that she couldn't control herself around me turned me on.

My hands cupped her ass and I squeezed it, earning a moan from her. That was the greatest thing I've ever heard come from her mouth. I wanted to hear that again. She pulled away, breathing heavily. "Um, something's excited." She said looking at my jeans. I looked there and covered my face. "You caused that." I said, knowing she wouldn't fix it for me.

"My bad." She started laughing. "That's not funny." I could feel my face turning red. "Aw you're blushing." I rolled my eyes. "Whatever, you're just so sexy." I admitted.

She gasped, "Who me? No." My eyes widened. "Don't even lie to yourself. You're the sexiest woman I've ever met." Now she was blushing; her ears turning bright red. I smiled knowing I had that effect on her. I hope I'll always have that effect on her.

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this book is pretty good, at least I think so...