Our Little Secret | [j.b]

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What Justin is wearing today above ^

Rosaline F.

I had two words to describe what Justin was today. Hot...damn! The way he looked, the way he could walk past every woman in here and make them fall to their knees in awe at his beauty. I just didn't understand. Chris never made me look at him as much as I'm staring down Justin right now. Or made me want someone as much as I want...no stop! He snapped his fingers in front of my face and I looked up at him. I had been day dreaming all day and couldn't focus. I wonder why? "You've been really out of it Ms. Fletcher. Care to explain why?" he sat down in the chair in front of my desk. "N-No I just...its nothing Sir." I said acknowledging that I couldn't call him Justin because there were people around. "Well work on that Ms. Fletcher. I hope there's not a problem." he rubbed his chin, smirking. I nodded my head quickly, feeling my face burn at his presence. He put his finger under my chin and lifted it, making me look into his hazel brown eyes. "Everything's ok...right Rosaline?" The way my name rolled off his tongue, made me go crazy inside. I nodded my head. "Everything's fine Mr. Bieber." he smiled. "Aida girl! Could you please file these files for me?" he sat the messy folder in front of me. "Sure thing." he rose from his seat and winked walking off.

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Mr. Bieber

I knew good and well that I had her where I wanted her. Just from the way she was looking at me, I knew she wanted me, just didn't know how to deal with it. And that's completely fine. Like I said before, I don't want to interfere with her relationship but at the same time I want to rip her clothes off and show her how I feel with actions. It was hard to be around her sometimes knowing she wasn't mine and she was somebody else's. It hurt. I felt bad for the way I acted towards her yesterday. Taking my frustration and jealousy out on her. She was suppose to like getting loving text messages from her boyfriend.

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"Ms. Fletcher?" I said knocking on her desk. She looked up and smiled. "I'm almost done with these files." She said, cleaning up her desk. "Good, come with me. I need to have a word with you." She followed me to my office and I closed my door. "Yes Mr. Bieber?" I waved my hand. "Call me Justin, no one's around." She nodded and stood there silent. "I apologize for the way I acted yesterday during the dinner. I was..." I looked down, thinking whether or not to tell her the truth. I want to be on good terms with her and I figure I might as well be truthful with her. "I was jealous." She looked shocked from my answer. "You? Jealous? Of what?" she laughed. I could be mad at her for laughing at me but her laugh was too adorable. "Of what you and Chris had, just wish I had someone special in my life." That was half a lie. I did want someone special in my life, she just didn't know it was her I wanted. "Oh silly! Don't be upset, I'm here for ya buddy." She nudged my side. Did I just get friend zoned? I sighed and let it go, ignoring the pang I just felt in my heart. "So, you can go home if you want Rose." she looked back wide eyed. "Are you serious?" she looked back at the clock that read '5:30'. "Yep, go on." she pulled me into a hug, surprising me to no end. Letting it sink in, I wrapped my arms around her, cherishing those few seconds of her in my arms. She pulled away and stared into my eyes. I watched as her eyes traveled from mine, down to my lips. She looked away, a small smile forming on her lips. "I'd better go." She said. I nodded in agreement. "Yeah..." I said not really knowing anything else to say. Then she was gone, out of my office..but it somehow felt like she just walked out of my life. I may be exaggerating, but I can't help but get the feeling she'll never feel what I feel for her.

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