i guess i never managed to grow up

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play dress-up with clothes too tight

and shoes that slip in the heel

but make you taller than you seem;

hold yourself gracefully and never let a word

outside of social constructs breach your lips

throw around a smile as painted as a mask

leave lipstick prints on napkins and call them art

even as the water glass falls from your hand

close the door while you dance to cassette tapes

and hold your head up high when a boy calls you pretty -

the halls are your playground

and hes dying to hold your hand

design yourself a bedroom of lace and tulle;

take out the trash and throw your heart in too

you were never daddys little girl

but you were mothers pride and joy

never attach yourself to anything

but love deeply, live innocently 

ghost through and throughout a sound

and maybe they wont see the calendars years turn

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