"everything that you say can and will be held against you"
thats true.
doesnt matter if its in the court of law, or the court of the public
i cant speak my mind without someone taking my words, twisting them, and spitting them back out
i cant speak without someone mocking me, saying that their life is worse and they cant control what they do
i cant get a single word in without someone throwing a fit
and im getting tired
you all wonder why ive backed away
why i dont talk
why i still care from afar
why i blame everything on myself
why i cant stop thinking about someone even if theyve screwed me over five times through and i still fucking care
ive backed away because i never get my word in
ill always listen to you
always
ill always help
doesnt matter who or what youve done
but im tired of lies and misconceptions
im tired of being the needy one and starting the conversation
im tired of being the one left behind
im tired of being talked about behind my back
ive lost my love and care for pretty much everything
i just... dont know anymore
i just want to talk
for someone to understand and not try to one up me
i just need...
someone
