When i woke up it was about 3 am. Willow was asleep in the bed beside me when i heard something in the kitchen. I got up and went downstairs and saw jaden poking around in the fridge.
Me: late night snack?
Jaden: yea want something
Me: im fine
I sat down in a chair beside the counter and he sat beside me and laid his coke down on the counter.
Jaden: what are you still doing up?
Me: i heard something
Jaden: sorry i woke you up
Me: its fine
Jaden: and im really sorry about what i said
Me: why wont you give me an answer
Jaden: you wont like it
Me: you'll never know unless you tell me
Jaden: but after i tell you, you wont want anything to do with me
Me: we'll always be friends no matter what
Jaden: okay... i uhh cheated
Me: what?!?!
Jaden: i really didnt mean to. I met this girl and we started talking and then i kissed her.
Me: how long did it last
Jaden: about a month... after we broke up
Me: so you dumped me just so you could get with her??? * tears clouded my vision*
Jaden: it wasnt like that
Me: then what was it like jaden * tears slid down my cheeks*
Jaden: im sorry, i didnt want to hurt you. I was stupid and if i could change it i would-
Me: stop! No matter how much you apologize it doesnt change what you did. Do you know how many times i cried over it, thinking that it was my fault.
Jaden: it wasnt your fault, it was mine. I know how bad i hurt you, but please dont cry. I hate seeing you cry
Me: ...
Jaden: do you think you can forgive me
Me: i can forgive you but i cant trust you
Jaden: ik i deserve that
He wiped the tears from my cheeks and looked into my eyes. He leaned in to kiss me but i stopped him.
Me: i need some time
Jaden: i understand
I stood up and went back up to willow's room and got into bed. I felt so hurt and used. I never thought jaden would do this, he was always so good to me. No matter how mad i get at him, i can forgive him for anything but its too hard to put all of my trust in him. I pulled the covers around my body and cried myself to sleep.
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Willow and i woke up to the smell of burning food. We jumped out of bed and ran to the kitchen. Jake, moises, and jaden were trying to cook breakfast but failed. Smoke was everywhere and i opened all the windows in the kitchen.
Me: what the hell is going on in here?!
Moises: breakfast!!
Willow: that is not breakfast. What are you trying to do, poison us.
Jake: just sit down and eat it
Willow: i'll stick to cereal
Me: same here
When we finished breakfast we all started to hang out in the living room goofing around. Jaden and i were the only ones being silent and i think willow noticed.
Willow: nic, you okay
Me: huh... yeah im fine
Willow: can i talk to you upstairs
She led me upstairs and we started talking in the hallway.
Willow: whats going on with you today
Me: nothing i said im fine
Willow: you didnt look fin when you were crying in your sleep
Me: ....
Willow: are you gonna tell me what happened or are we just gonna stand her???
I told her everything of what happened last night, even when we were in the movie theater. She was surprised.
Willow: omg!!! Im gonna kill jaden
Me: its fine i forgave him
Willow: are you crazy, he cheated on you then dumped you for another girl. How could you forgive him?
Me: because i still love him!!!
Willow: ohh...
Me: idk why i do i just cant let him go
Willow: youre officially crazy
Me: i think i might be IN love with him too
Willow: dang girl you got it bad
Me: tell me what to do
Willow: we can have a party tonight. My parents are out of town for the week
Me: how does that solve anything
Willow: you can hook up with someone else to mke jaden jealous. Then he'll just have to admit his feelings for you.
Me: idk im not that kind of girl
Willow: trust me ik my brother
Me: uhh okay. But only because i want him back
Willow: alright text everyone you know
Me: okayy
We went to her room to start organizing the party.
Moises's POV ( point of view)
I was in the bathroom the whole time the girls were talking. Im not gonna let them play my best friend like that. I went downstairs to tell jaden and jake.
Jake: what were you doing in there
Jaden: yea mann you were gone forever
Me: thats because i was too busy eavesdropping on the girls
Jaden: thats not cool
Me: okay, i guess i just wont tell you how nic feels about you
That got his attention. I told him everything i heard.
Jaden: wow... she wats me back
Me: thats not important right now. Did you even hear what i said
Jake: jaden shes trying to play you
Jaden: so what do i do about it
Me: i think you should try to get back with madison (madison pettis)
Jaden: hell no. Madison is the girl i cheated on nic with, why would i put her through that again
Jake: jaden i think you should do it. Shes gonna try to make you jealous. Show her that you dont give a damn what she does
Jaden: i guess i'll do it
Me: alright then. Guys we got a party to get ready for
My POV
Willow and i set the party for 9 tonight. Everyone we know is coming. We decided that i would try to get with ray ray from mindless behavior. I dont want ray ray to think im using him so we already told him the truth of what we were doing. He agreed to doing it even though it might get jaden a little angry and cause them to fight. But he didnt care.
I went over my house to get ready for the party and took an extreme shower to calm my nerves. Im so nervous about what might happen. God, i hate drama...
