Today was the day for me and jaden's second first date. Before we broke up we went on plenty of dates but this one is different. I feel so nervous and i have butterfiles in my stomach. Around 6 i decided to start getting ready. After i did all that hygiene stuff,i got dressed. I wore a pair of black destroyed skinny jeans, a red off the shoulder crop top that said love in black diamond letters, and my black heel boots. I put on the necklace jaden gave me and put my side bangs in a diamond clip.
When i was adding the finishing touches to my eyeliner willow came in.
Me: knock much?
Willow: omg nic, you look great
Me: thanks
Willow: you dont sound okay
Me: im nervous
Willow: youve been on plenty of other dates with jaden. You'll do great
Me: thanks for the pep talk. Is jaden downstairs
Willow: yea, he's pacing back and forth for half an hour
Me: oh god here i go
Willow: have fun. Remember, keep those legs closed
Me: hahaha
When i walked downstairs i saw jaden standing awkwardly in the middle of the room. When he turned and faced me he smiled.
Jaden: wow. You look beautiful
Me: thank you. You dont look too bad yourself
Jaden: you ready to go
Me: yea
He took my hand and led me outside. In the driveway was a black stretch hummer. Jaden opened the door for me and inside were neon lights all along the ceiling and walls.
Me: you didnt have to do this
Jaden: i wanted to. Only the best for you
Me: where are we going
Jaden: its a surprise
Me: you know i hate surprises
Jaden: close your eyes. Were here
He put his hands over my eyes for a while. We walked until he told me to stop and look. There was a path of torches that led to lit candles to form the shape of a heart. In the middle were two chairs and a tabl with food on it. We were at the beach and he had done all of this.
Me: this is amazing. No one has ever done anything like this for me
Jaden: well thats about to change. You deserve the best
We sat down and ate dinnerand dessert. Afterwards we walked along the beach hand in hand.
Me: jaden this is the best date ive ever been on
Jaden: i just wanted to start fresh. I want to forget everything that happened in the past
Me: i agree
Then jaden sat down on the sand and pulled me down with him in his arms. He kissed me and laid back with me on top of him. He rolled over, putting me on the bottom. He started touching my body and put my legs around his waist. When he tried to take off his shirt i stopped him.
Me: wait...
Jaden: what? Did i do something wrong?
Me: umm no. Im just not ready
Jaden: weve been dating for a while now and i think its time...
Me: weve only been dating for a month
Jaden: so are you trying to say you dont trust me
Me: i didnt say that
Jaden: you didnt have to. I go all out for you but you dont appreciate a damn thing
Me: youre overreacting. I didnt say any of that. I appreciate everything youve done for me but you dont see it that way. You keep accusing me of things that you know i would never do. Just because i dont wanna have sex doesnt men you have the right to yell at me
Jaden: Im done with this. I should have just stayed with madison
Me: then go be with your little bitch
Jaden: youre the bitch in all of this
I got up and stormed off, hurt and angry. Jaden ran after me. He grabbed my arm lightly but i snatched it away and kept walking. He came up behind me again and grabbed my arm more roughly and spun me around.
Me: let go of me *slaps him*
Jaden: just let me say something
Me: you said enough back there
Jaden: i didnt mean it
Me: wtf ever.
Jaden: just can we please go home
Me: id rather walk
Jaden: please
We walked to the hummer and the ride home was silent. When we got inside there was a note on the table beside the couch that said:
Dad and i are gone on business. Willow came too. Be back in three days, love you guys.
- Mom
Jaden: thats just great
I started to walk up to my room until jaden stopped me.
Jaden: nic-
Me: save it. You already said you didnt mean it, but you also said you should be with madison. If thats true then i should go to new york.
Jaden: no! Please dont go because of what ive done.
Me: why should i do anything you say
Jaden: dont do it for me. Do it for willow, youre her bestfriend
Me: but-
Jaden: promise that youll stay here for willow
Me: fine i promise
Jaden: now can we talk this out
Me: im really tired, i just wanna go to sleep
I went upstairs to my room. I got ready for bed and laid down. Tears soaked my pillow as i realized that jaden and i had broken up
