Lea POV
"You wanna talk about it ?" Riker asked sitting down in the sand next to me. We were having dinner, everything was fine and something took over me and I just left, I don't know why I did it, I don't know what came over me, something in my brain just went and I walked out.
"Talk about what ?" I asked, Riker laughed and looked at me like I was joking "what happened twenty minutes ago, you walking out without one of us even saying anything that would of pissed you off that much."
I looked at him and shrugged "you can't talk about something if you don't know why."
"What ?" Riker asked confused.
"I don't know why I did it, something in my head just made me do it." I said, Riker looked away from me and nodded "okay." He said standing up.
"Where are you going ?" I asked.
"Bullshit island, heard of it ?" Riker asked walking away from me, Riker's also had this side to him and growing it I hardly ever saw it, the only reason I'm the only person who has ever seen it is because he becomes a horrible person, he will keep ripping into you and he won't stop till his satisfied with himself but lately this side of him is starting to show up a little more and Stormie is noticing it, asking me if his okay, did we argue, has he got into an argument with one of the others.
"Nope but I've heard of asshole island, I think you've been there a few times." I said making Riker turn around and walk up to me like he was going to hit me, even at his angriest stage, he would never lay a hand on anyone, he still has that small amount of control.
"Yeah I was looking for you, guess we missed each other." Riker smiled.
"Don't start getting like this on me Riker because believe you and me, it'll end worse for you, I was telling the truth, I have no idea what took over me but something just clicked and I felt the need to leave, if I knew why I'd talk to you about it but don't come here giving it all this calling me a liar and all this shit because I'm the last person in the world you want to be calling a liar, what ever has gotten into you snap out of it, your Mom's already starting to notice it and with everything going on that is the last thing we need is worrying that yo-"
"What are two doing ?" Sarah asked walking up to us.
"Nothing." I said shaking my head with a smile, I love Sarah but she always wants to get involved with arguments and fights that don't concern her, obviously if it's a fight or an argument where that person has insulted one of us we get involved but arguments like this, she doesn't need to be in.
"Bullshitter-"
"Exactly what I said." Riker said making me take a deep breath in, I'm five seconds away from killing him.
"So you two are arguing, is it the baby ? Is he worried the baby isn't actually his and you'll move back to Manhattan and we won't find out that you have a baby until seven years later ? I-"
"Sarah you're not helping the situation, if anything you're making it worse, we're not arguing about the baby and how can it be Liam's baby ? The timing doesn't add up." I said rolling my eyes.
"Well sometimes I question the things that come out of your mouth and I'm your sister, if you can hide Greg from him wha-"
"What else can I hide from him ? How about the fact that you two obviously had sex, I don't care how many times you tell me you didn't I'm calling bullshit." I said looking at Riker.
"You seriously think I'm going to trust him after that ?!" I asked.
Riker laughed and nodded "maybe you're right Lea, maybe you shouldn't trust me, maybe we shouldn't even have this baby because who knows who's it is, maybe we shouldn't even be doing this." Riker said walking off.
I looked at Sarah and shook my head as tears started rolling down my cheeks, if she hadn't got involved that wouldn't of happened. I love Riker but I know something went on with him and Sarah and he can tell me they didn't have sex but deep down somewhere I know they did, I find it hard trusting him sometimes, I find it hard trusting anyone.
"You know he didn't mean any of those things, his just angry, you know how he get, his mouth works before his brain does and that's without him being pissed." Sarah said making me laugh a little.
"We promised we wouldn't break up with the baby, maybe his right, maybe me and him shouldn't be doing this, it's too soon." I said getting a hard slap across my face.
"Lea, Riker is angry, you're angry, you two angry at each other is like standing in a ring of fire pouring gas around you, the fire is going to get hotter, right now that fire is inches away from you, you just need to turn that fire into the nice kind." Sarah said making me look at her with a questioning look.
"There is no nice kind of fire." I said confused.
"Heat, fire, steamy...oh dear god, turn that anger into something nice, you getting where I'm going with this, you two...alon-"
"Yeah that's not going to happen for a while, he broke the bed so his like you know, a bit worried about breaking it more." I said.
Sarah laughed and looked at me "broke the bed ?"
"He grabbed onto the head board and a part of it came off, he didn't really cut his hand playing guitar, a piece of wood from the bed got stuck in his hand so I pulled it out." I said.
"Seriously what do you two do ? His back looks like him and Freddie Kruger got it off, you spend at least 45 minutes in the shower." Sarah said.
"He knows what he is doing, his in control but not enough control to hurt me, it's hard to explain, you know people always say they cheat because they like the thrill of it ?" I asked making Sarah nod "I get that thrill with him, this baby and everything is getting too much, he doesn't want to stress me out, I don't want to stress him ou-"
"You're not thinking about....you know, getting an abortion are you ?" Sarah asked.
I looked at her and shrugged "if we have this baby, we won't work out, we will break up and with Greg, I don't want to put him through all of that, his spent 7 years of his life arguing with this person who was supposedly his Dad, he mets Riker and finds out that everything has been a lie, things change fast and I'm being pulled in different directions."
Sarah laughed confusing me, why is that funny exactly ? I'm trying to have a serious conversation.
"Then why aren't you going after him ? Lea it's his baby, you two need to sit down and talk...alone, no screaming and shouting, just talking."
Sorry for the late update ☺️
