Lea POV
"I got you a drink." Ryland said handing me a glass that was clearly just Jack Daniels by it's self, I laughed and handed it back to him "as sweet as it was and as thankful as I am, I'm not drinking alcohol, I'm pregnant remember." I said sighing.
These past few weeks have been so bad, all I want to do is lock myself in a room, drink lots of alcohol and watch Bridget jones Diary, Riker and I aren't even looking at each other and even if we do, it's only for a split second and the tension rises even more, it's tiring, I don't know what to do about this baby, are we going to get back together ? I want to but at the same time I don't.
"Why'd you say it like that ?" Ryland asked.
I sighed and closed the kitchen door, which was soon banged against as people clearly started to make out on.
"I'm debating something bad you can't tell anyone." I said with begging eyes, Ryland laughed and sealed his lips shut.
"You can tell me anything, we're family remember." Ryland said, I took a deep breath and nodded "I'm thinking about not keeping the baby." I said.
It's crazy I know but I've been thinking about, now that we know I can get pregnant maybe we should just wait, if there will be a we again. I'm unsure of what or where our relationship is going to end up, at the moment it's extremely unclear but at the same time it's screaming NEVER GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN !!
"You mean get rid of the baby for good ?" Ryland asked making me slowly nod.
"Riker and I are so unsure of things right now, I don't want this kid growing up without their Dad being around, look how much Greg changed within a couple of weeks with you guys, it just goes to show but I can't keep on going like this." I said crying, Ryland sighed and hugged me tightly.
"It's okay, we can think something out, you two just need to find that something, shh....it's going to be okay, I promise." Ryland whispered rubbing my back.
I'm crying over the guy I broke up with, why ? Because I'm crazy in love with him but I couldn't take the arguing, when I argue with Riker I feel like I'm in a relationship with Liam again but with really good make up sex where I don't have to fake my orgasm because Liam just doesn't know how to use his dick properly or I'm just hard to please, I'm not sure which one yet.
"Hey-yo what's going on in here ?" Sarah asked putting her arm around my shoulder, Ryland explained it and kissed the top of my head before walking out. Yes we kiss each other in a non-sexual way, we've kissed each other's cheeks all the time, we kiss each other's heads especially if we're sick or something that's like our thing, Riker strokes my nose, not like a really weird stroke my nose but I'll have my head on his lap or something and he just uses one finger from the tip of my nose to in between my eyebrows and he does it until I fall asleep, it honestly works because you go into this really relaxed state where you just go to sleep, I used to try it in school, never worked.
"Drink this and yes I know you're pregnant but believe me, Stormie used to drink a little with Ryland when things got a little crazy." Sarah said handing me the glass of pure Jack Daniels.
This is so wrong and somewhat dangerous but my mind is going all over the place right now, I think it's the only good thing that'll help.
Sighing I closed my eyes and took the shot, shaking my head at the aftertaste, I love jack Daniels and I love the taste however I don't really like the after taste, you know once it's gone down and burned your throat it because a whole lot stronger.
"Been a while ?" Sarah laughed making me nod, she can say that again. "Ca-can I have some more ?" I asked.
Sarah sighed and poured me another shot.
After about 10 more shots of jack Daniels and 5 shots of Vodka, I was no longer in control. "You alright now ?" Ryland asked, I nodded and grabbed on to him as I went to fall.
"You're so hot." I slurred making him laugh as he put his drink down and put my arms around his neck and his arms around my waist.
"Thanks but I think you're drunk, we gotta try sobering you up, you're pregnant remember." Ryland said.
"I'm what ?" I laughed hiccuping.
"You're pregnant, there's a baby inside of you." Ryland said, I looked at him slowly shaking my head in horror "I ate the baby ? Why ?"
"Sweetie if you ate the baby you wouldn't be pregnant." Sarah laughed walking past.
"Is she talking some thing dirty ?" I laughed making Ryland nod as a smirk appeared on my face, I grabbed his hands and went to pull him when he stopped and shook his head.
Rydel whispered something to him and he nodded "No Lea, you have a boyfriend you dirty stuff with, look his right over there." Ryland said pointing at Riker making me laugh "his not my boyfriend, we broke up but you want to know a little secret ?"
Ryland nodded and pulled me closer as people started to move around more, laughing I put my mouth next to his ear "he...he doesn't like me because he fucked my sister, no matter what he tells you and...and then he lied about it."
"Is she drunk ?" Rydel asked putting her hand on my shoulder turning me towards her, I gasped and ran a hand through her hair "Why is your hair so long ?"
"Ryland !" Rydel said taking me away from him, I laughed being pulled into the kitchen.
"Why is she laughing ?" Ellington asked.
"Ratliff ! Your name is so funny it's like a Rat and a Cliff together, you were a rat in your past life." I laughed hugging him.
"Is she drunk ?" Ellington asked making Rydel nod as she emptied a old bottle of water and started cleaning it out.
"I'm not sure if Ryland got her drunk or if she was just hanging around him, I wouldn't care if she wasn't pregnant, well I would but I'd let her get drunk." Rydel said.
"Why does everyone keep saying I'm pregnant ?" I asked laughing, I'm a honest, giggler, hiccuper when I'm drunk so I become entertaining.
"Lea look at me." Ellington said, I looked at him and smiled trying to lick his face "you're drunk, you have alcohol in your body when you're not supposed to, there is a baby inside of you, another human be-"
"How do you think sex works ?" I asked, it's true when you're having sex a dick is inside of you therefor another human is inside you.
"I'm being serious, drinking alcohol is dangerous for the baby and you, if you fell and landed on your stomach then baby could end up dying." Ellington said sternly.
"Who cares I'm not keeping it." I said grabbing the vodka bottle.
There are 5 more chapters before I end this book and start Prince Charming 2, I have 970 reads do you think I could get 1000 ?! Also if you haven't already check out my other stories 😝
