*TRIGGER WARNING*
Tyler's POV
I walked home with my ear phones in. God, I'm so awkward around josh. I was listening to my playlist when I saw the park.
I stopped and thought for a second. I decided to go and sit under the tree near the bridge.
The thoughts..they were coming back.
More than ever..
I was focused on kind of falling asleep and my thoughts when I heard something.
I looked up and there he was..
blurry face..
He was back. He was here to get me.
"You worthless piece of shit, why aren't you dead yet,"
I looked at the figure.
"I have so much to live for," I mumbled.
"Look at the bridge, its c a l l i n g,"
maybe he was right..
maybe I should... j u m p.
I picked up my small frame and walked to the bridge.
Where every thing would... end.
I sat on the rail and started sobbing.
I lowered myself to the ledge.
"WAIT," I heard.
Then I saw him..
I saw his colorful hair messed up from the wind.
Josh.
I cried harder than ever.
"What are you doing Tyler," he questioned.
I gave him a look of sadness and despair.
He looked back at me with a concerned expression.
"I-uh-um,"
He grabbed my wrist.
"No let me do this, it's better for me, I don't deserve to live one bit, l-let me e-nd it," I sobbed.
"Tyler, you can't,"
"You have to live for me Tyler, you've got to."
"I can't I just I-uh-um," I mumbled
He picked me up from the ledge and over the rail.
He set me on the grass by the bridge and sat next to me.
"Tyler, you deserve this life,"
I gave him a look of sadness.
"Tyler can we make a promise," he questioned me.
"Uh-uh-yeah I-uh guess,"
He smiled before saying what he wanted.
"Will you promise me that you will live for me and I will live for you and that we have to tell each other what we feel and how we are honestly," he said.
It was a huge commitment. If I loved him I had to though.
"I p-promise," I said with tears.
A/N- WELL THIS GOT EXTREMELY DEPRESSING VERY FAST. ALSO I WAS IN THE SAME PLACE AS JOSH DUN AND DID NOT KNOW UNTIL AFTER IT WAS ALL OVER AND I DIDNT SEE HIM IM SO.
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Baby Boy (Joshler)
FanfictionTyler Joseph, a young gay kid, falls in love with a boy. The boy is heavenly. His name is Joshua Dun, but he goes by Josh. Will Tyler be able to get the boy of his dreams, or will it all fail? Only time will tell. (WILL CONTAIN SMUT AND SUBJECTS THA...
