Baby Boy (Joshler)

Stunned

Josh's POV

I was absolutely stunned at what I saw. I saw him, Tyler, about to take himself away from everything. I couldn't stand the thought of not having him in my life forever.

I made him promise me to tell me everything and to live for each other. In fact, we promised to both live up to it. I could tell he was uneasy about it, and so was I, but I want him to get better.

Perhaps I can get better from this too. At least I hope I do.

Tyler and I started to text each other and make sure we were okay.

Last night was horrible. A walk turned into me saving the boy of my dreams. I slept horribly because I was worried about Tyler.

I walked him home last night and made sure he was in and then I stalled a bit to make sure he was okay leaving me arriving home at 12:30 am.

I scrolled through tumblr all night.

Thoughts of darkness and pain crept in and I tried my best to find ways to forget about them.

I managed the thoughts and took no actions at all.

I woke up and went down stairs and ate breakfast.

I decided to text Tyler asking if he would like to ditch together.

He quickly responded:
Tyler: Yeah, that would be great actually.
Josh: okaY would you like me to come get you and we could hang at my place?
Tyler: uh yeah sure is 9 okay?
Josh: yep!

I was so exited to ditch with him. I worried about him and to be with him felt nice.

I got dressed and threw on my sweat shirt then walked to my bathroom and brushed my hair to the side at is usual style.

I hopped in my car and left to go get Tyler.

I got there and knocked on the door. He slipped out and gave me a little smile. God he's so cute.

We got in the car and I plugged in my phone to play music on it through the car's radio.

The first thing that played was Mr. Brightside by the killers.

Turns out we like kind of the same music because Tyler sung to the song. God his voice was so beautiful.

We got to my house and went upstairs. He looked at my room and walked in. He went right towards the drum set.

"You play," he asked.

"Yeah, I do. I actually just got kicked out of a band," I said

"Oh," he laughed.

"Do you play," I asked

"No, but I do sing, play the uke, the piano, the guitar, and some others," Tyler told me.

I nodded and smiled. Me and this dude have some things in common.

We talked about a lot of things, but we hadn't talked about last night yet. I decided to bring it up.

"I know you probably don't want to talk about this at all, but are you okay... from last night," I said with a kind look.

"Uh I-um I just have some mental problems," he said.

"Yeah uh I do too, so you can talk to me if you need to," I told him.

I gave him an understanding look and hoped he would open up eventually. I wanted to help him so bad.

I gave him a bro hug and yet again another smile which he returned, but I could tell it was fake.

I really hope I can help him. He deserves happiness and nothing less.

A/N: HEY UM SORRY THIS IS RLLY DEPRESSING BUT IT WILL GET CUTE AND KINKY EVENTUALLY CHILDREN.