I Hate Him, I Love Him

Chapter 20

I saw him. I saw that asshole after 4 years. I can't believe he was standing there all happy, expecting me to meet him nicely. What does he think he is? And why is he even happy and successful...he doesn't deserve all this for what he put me through. He made my life hell and I can't see him stay in peace like this.

When I first saw him I was shocked. I wasn't expecting he would join his mom's company in this wedding. He has changed a lot but I recognize him well from those eyes. Those eyes that I hate so much now.

He is no longer that young teen but he's a grown man now, with his broad shoulders and muscular body. His jawline is even more prominent and he has grown facial hair. If he wasn't such an asshole I would think he is insanely hot but since he's a jerk and I hate him, I think he's the ugliest person in this world. He might be attractive but not to me anymore.

He might be shocked from my reaction on seeing him. Hah! Hassan Shah, this is just the begining, wait till I shock you even more. What did you think? I am gonna be that same old innocent and naive Syra? The old Syra who you used and made a fool of. The old Syra who you made false promises to and never loved her truly?

I hate him and I am gonna give him hell for what he did to me. He thinks I am some stupid girl huh? I will ask him now what he thinks. He's thinks he's so smart and will get away with this. Just you wait Hassan. I am going to destroy you bit by bit just like you did to me.

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The next day is the baraat (second day of the wedding) and I know that asshole is also gonna be there. I really don't care about him, I want to ignore him and make him feel like he doesn't exist but if he comes infront of me, he's fucking dead.

And so I am at the wedding busy meeting everyone. I think I am being watched by Hassan. And I won't look at him because he's literally nothing to me. Why do I think he's even going to approach me and talk to me? He probably doesn't care about me like before. Yeah, he won't come infront of me so why should I ruin my mood on this stupid person.

Ugh I hate this. Anger is all over my face and I can't control it. Ugh fine let it be, he should know I will kill him if he messes around this time. You know what? eff it. I am gonna go outside for some peace, the presence of an ugly jerk is suffocating me.

I go outside to the balcony where there isn't much people and finally I breathe some fresh air.

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Hassan's point of view:

I finally spot her in the millions of people in the hall. And she's looking extremely attractive like I can't even get my eyes off her.

"RINGGGGGG RINGGGGGGG"

Oh shit! Forgot about the haram police. I look away but still my eyes lay on her again as I see how she's acting. She seems normal but a little stressed out I can see.

Shes wearing a black long frock with net lace sleeves and I don't know why that looks so attractive. She is wearing dark makeup today. Her eyes darkened with some black thingy you put under your eye's waterline. It looks so hot...and her lips...I remember them so well. Her plump and beautiful lips, covered with dark red lipstick. Why does she look so gorgeous today? Her dress thankfully isn't very revealing today but her overall look is making my heart race.

I have had eyes on her throughout the wedding. Still wondering why she acted like that yesterday but I am so lost in her beauty that I completely forget about yesterday...

I see her look tensed and she heads outside. I follow her thinking this is the perfect chance to approach her.

When I reach the balcony where she is standing and looking at the view. I walk towards her but I see something that shocks me.