I Hate Him, I Love Him

Chapter 37

Author's note:

Guess who's finally back with a new chapter hehe😆😆😆and a super long chapter specially for you all🙈🙈❤❤❤I hope you all will love this chapter 😍
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Hassan's P.o.V:

When Syra came to me all terrified of the thunder, she looked so adorable to me. I could watch her amusing expressions all day.

I was by her side all along when she went out to close the windows and when I saw her frighten and tremble I had to hold her so she would feel calm.

I dunno why I couldn't let go of her. I just wanted her to stay in my arms like that. I saw my old Syra in her and I couldn't believe it. Damn I couldn't even control my emotions. The way she was all nervous when I held her. I knew she still had that side in her. The shy and innocent side that I love so much about her.

I was surprised that she didn't react rudely like she used to. It made me so glad that she was okay with it. And seeing her find pleasure in the love I was expressing to her was driving me insane. I could go on showering my love to her like that. But ofcourse I had to stop. It wasn't right. I didn't want to make her uncomfortable or go so fast, especially when I didn't have her full consent.

Even though it was hard controlling my emotions, I was surprised myself that I did that. Thankfully Syra didn't push me away and that made me have hope that maybe she doesn't hate me anymore. Maybe she's starting to love me again...

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Syra's P.o.V:

All night I couldn't stop thinking about it. My heart started racing everytime I thought of him close to me and his lips softly kissing me like that. Oh God, what is wrong with me? Why am I thinking like this? Why am I starting to get attracted to him? It's not like I love him. Or do I? Shit! I can't love him! How can I love him when he....

"Just forget what he did and accept him."

Adeel's words kept repeating in my head. Should I just forget it? Should I be okay with all this?

Why did I feel happy when he expressed his love like that... and I can't believe I was okay with it. I couldn't even push him away. It's like I loved the feeling of him holding me like that and near me. How can this... Ugh my head is hurting from all this overthinking! I should just sleep and stop thinking so much.

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The next day I woke up and got ready and went outside my room. I passed by the lounge where Hassan was sleeping so peacefully. I couldn't help but stare at him. He had this slight smile on his face and looked so peaceful. Why is he so cute?

I was so lost in him that I didn't realize that he woke up and was looking at me.

"Well, well, look who's checking me out!" He smirks and chuckles.

My face turns red and I look away in embarassment.

"I...I wasn't checking you out ok."

"Oh really?" He grins and gives me that gaze that makes me blush.

"Um...I just came to say..." I say nervously.

"To say...?" He says smirks.

"Just get ready, and be at breakfast soon ok!" I manage to say confidently. God what the heck is happening to me.

"That's it?" He asks playfully.

"Yeah what did you expect?" I try to say rudely but doesn't work...