I Survived [Hiccstrid]

Change for the Better?

As you all know the new season for race to the edge as released...

AND I'M STILL RECOVERING

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Narrator's Pov

The rest of the day went by slowly. Like it usually did for her.

The bell rung for lunch and she existed the classroom, walking towards the cafeteria. When she got there she spotted Heather and the girls from the volleyball team.

They waved for her to join them, making a spot for her to sit.

"Hey Astrid, so I have a list of canidates for your date to the dance next month" Heather greeted.

Astrid placed her bag next to her and groaned. "I already told you I'm not going"

"Come on, Astrid. You need to have fun, we want the Astrid who lit up the room when she entered. The Fearless Astrid Hofferson that was extremely competitive and fiesty. I know your going through some hard times. With your dad...and Merida not making the situation better than it already is..."

Astrid kept and straight face and said nothing.

Elsa spoke up. "Astrid, you know Heather is right.

Astrid sighed and forced a fake smile. "Okay, I'll consider it". The girls squeal happily and continued to talk about their day. A few moments later Astrid excused herself from the group and walked down an empty hall towards the girls restroom.

She opened the door slowly and walked in. Immediately soft noises were heard...almost like...moaning?

She froze in her footsteps as she saw a scene that broke her heart in two.

Merida pinned by Hayden on the wall as he thrusted into her.

And It was obvious what they were doing.

Her hand rose to her mouth as she suppressed the tears in her eyes. She quickly turned away unnoticed by the other teens and left.

Turning left, she ran down the hall and then turned right, leaning her back on the wall. She sobbed quietly, her hot tears blinding her sight. Rushing through her bag she took out her blade and with trembling hands she placed it on her skin. If felt cold , but she began to move her hand and it began to sting.

She stopped for a second, taking a large breath with her eyes closed. Soon, the sensation faded away and she repeated her actions until she didn't need it anymore. But no matter how many times she did it she couldn't stop.

The noises, the moaning, she kept hearing it. It repeated in her head torturing her by the second.

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In the restroom...

Merida's face was buried in Hayden's neck. They both finally caught their breaths and pulled apart. Hayden continued to kiss her neck sweetly, his breath still sounding heavy.

Merida squirmed underneath him, annoyed. She gently pushed him off and walked to the sink to wash up. He walked behind her as she turned on the faucet. He hugged her from behind, but she shoved his hand away her waist.

"Ugh, Hiccup stop. I need to wash up" she said irritated.

Hayden backed away, a sad almost straight frown forming on his lips.

She always did this...

She never wants to be with him after they make love. He almost feels like a toy being used, but he would always push that thought aside thinking...

' But she would never do that '

He stepped to another sink and washed up. Merida turned off the faucet and took some paper towels, drying her hands. With that, she took her bag and began to walk out.

Hayden pulled her back and pecked her lips. "Wait, where are you going?" He said, frowing.

Was she just going to use him and leave?

Just like that?

Merida huffed. "I'm going back to my friends, Hayden. Where else?" She pulled her arm out of his grasp, gently.

He frowned again. "Why don't you ever stay with me?" He asked.

Merida rolled her eyes. "I always find time for you, Hayden. Like now" she slowly began to backed away leaving him standing alone. She made her away to walk out, but turned back to him last second. "By the way Hiccup, can you stop being so clingly?"

With that remark she left.

Hayden eyebrows furrowed together. They only see eachother about two times a day, minimum, and in those two times all they do is fuck and leave. Well she leaves. She leaves him.

He sighed. It was never like this before. What changed? He thought.

He began to remember all those times they would lay in bed, holding eachother. And those times when he would pepper her with kisses after they made love. How did it go from that to this?

His face hardened gently as he pushed the restroom door open and walked into the hallway turning left.

His hands met his hair aggressively and his jaw tightened. He slowly and quietly walked to the next right turn. His wandering green eyes met a small figure, barely seen from his angle.

He stopped walking and squinted his eyes to get a better view. It was a girl.

She had blond hair. Her face was relaxed and her eyes her closed. His breath caught in his throat. She finally opened her eyes, her blue eyes that were red.

His face grew concerned. Hayden finally noticed her tear stained cheeks and her uneven breathing.

A sudden bright light flashed at his eyes. He finally saw the blade in her hand. He gasped as his eye finally wandered to her wrists.

His face now hardened but softened immediately. His heart pounded in his chest as he swore he saw the blonde change into a younger girl with brown hair and green eyes just for a second.

With tears in his eyes he quickened his paced towards the girl.

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There you have it! Sorry about the sensitive stuff in this chapter.

I'm finally getting an idea for where I want this to go so bared with me :)

It's been a while since I've written so I'm super rusty.

Please send me any advice! Sometimes you need another perspective :) <3

Thanks for Reading! And stayed tuned for the next chapter to come.