Despair of the heart

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The first to ever read this story, if not for her I wouldn't have countinued writing this; this is for you Memz...

Prologue

It’s been 12 years now since that fateful day when I lost the two most important people in my life. My mom and dad were the best parents anyone could ever have. Yah… I bet all kids say that about their parents. I truly loved them and I hate that I was the reason they were in that accident in the first place.

I have always been thankful for having nii-chan. I never thought that I would have to grow up without my parents, but because of nii-chan it has been easier for me to move on with my life. He always was there when I needed him; a brother, a father, even a mother at times. He never even blamed me for what happened to them.

Without him I wouldn’t have grown up to be who I am now; a happy 20 year old college student with a good appreciation to family and life. Because if it wasn’t for my family, my nii-chan I wouldn’t be here today.

It was my fault that we lost our parents but I never thought I would also have a hand in this as well. How am I going to move on now when, the one thing, THE ONE THING that I couldn’t even imagine happening happened. And right in front of my eyes. I was the reason we were there in the first place. How am I going to forgive myself?

Nii-chan how am I going to move on…

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