MR STYLES (one direction fanfiction)

still in the car

no proofread!!

Chapter 29

“But-”

“Don´t. Not even try it Sissy! I don´t want to talk about that!”, Harry cut me off.

“I, I just-”

“Ssh. Please Sissy.”, Harry said pressing his index finger against my lip. I lowered my gaze and tried to act like it´s ok.

“It´s ok.”, I mumbled. “I´m sorry.”

“Don´t. Don´t apologize Si.”, Harry said placing his hand on my thigh. “Just don´t.”, he mumbled his hand moving higher and his fingers wandered between my legs.

“Harry wh-”

“Sh.”, he cut me off again. He parked the car on the side of the road. It was a road in the middle of nowhere. Great. I gasped when he unbuckled my seatbelt and grabbed my waist pulling me onto his lap.

“Ha-”, I tried to say, but he cut me off by smashing his lips against mine. His hands touched every part of my skin they could get, while his lips made their way to my neck sucking gently on the sensitive skin.

“Harry.”, I softly moaned grabbing his muscular arms. Harry placed his hands above my bum pulling me onto his now hard member. It pressed against my bum making me moan again. I tugged at his hair while he still nibbled and sucked on my neck searching my sweet spot.

“Si.”, he whispered moaning. His hands grabbed my but cheeks squeezing them hard. He moved his crotch against mine, his grip tightening. I shrieked and he grinned. It kinda hurt, his grip was so tight that it does hurt me. It really does, but Harry seemed to enjoy it and I wanted him to show me the hard side of sex, even though I know, that this wasn´t that hard compared to what I´d experience in the following days. If I had known what his sexual fantasies are I would have never said that I want him to show me. Never ever. But I don´t want to sound like I don´t like it. I do. I really do, but it was like a new world to me. A world I´d never knew that it exists. But I don´t want to foreshadow too much. Girl you just did. I did what? You practically just said that your sex life is pretty rough and that Harry loves to hurt you. He does not hurt me! Well are you sure? Yeah, I am! So I think that he isn´t the right one for you. He´s so rough and short-tempered, you´re not a really tough girl, he´s ruining you! He´s not!! You told me to tell him my real feelings. You told me to give him a chance. You encouraged me all the time. Do you even remember that? I do, but I never thought that he could be that rough. You don´t know how rough he is and so what I like it. I really do and I love him. Hahaha girl I´m a part of you remember. And well you do love him I can tell, but he´s not the right boy for you. What does that mean I´m a part of you? And yes he is the right one! I know every single thing you did with him, I´m your subconscious, I´m with you when he practically fucks your brains out. Eew. You´re watching us you pervert? Girl I'm your subconscious, I even know how you feel when he makes you come. Well that sounds plausible, but it still is weird. I am weird why am I even talking to my subconscious. Why am I doing this while Harry and I are making out. That´s weird I-

“Si? Is everything ok?”, Harry cut off my little argument with...Yeah with whom? With myself? Yes practically with myself.

“Uuhm... I...”, I stuttered. “I can´t do this Harry.”, I quickly added climbing back into the passenger seat.

“Yes you can. Just try to not think too much. I want you so bad right now. Feel what you´ve done to me.”, he said placing my hand over his crotch. I gasped at the feeling of his throbbing hard member. I immediately felt the area between my legs heating up and I quickly climbed back onto his lap.