MR STYLES (one direction fanfiction)

Milly and Michael

no proofread!!

Chapter 23

After Harry had left I really tried to get some sleep, but I was still shocked that he actually put my tampon in-in... ah forget it. I don´t know why he´s so weird, but so sweet and loving at the same time. I don´t understand this guy. And the weirdest thing is he makes me fall hard, really hard. I feel like I´ve known him for years even though we know each other for only a week. So why am I here with him? Girl, your falling for this guy, you´re in love with him. My subconscious butted in. Oh no please, please shut up, I don´t want to know what you´re thinking. Well yes of course you want to know sweetie. I´m a part of you and I have the feeling that you´re absolutely desperate at the moment. Am I right? You don´t know what to do. You don´t know how to feel about him. You do not know a lot right now. Your head is in a mess, a huge mess and I´m only helping you to clear things up, so please be grateful and don´t be so bitchy I´m your friend. So you think you´re my friend? You think you´re able to help me? You think you know everything? Are you fucking serious? Why do I out of all people have someone like you in my head? I´m feeling so strange at the moment. I´m feeling like a weirdo and you´re not making things better. You just let me think I´m even more of a weird and strange person than I thought I already am. You´re so fucking annoying. Why can´t you stay out of my head? I need to make up my mind, I know, but I can do this without your fucking help. So shut up and go to hell!! Hey, hey, hey! You sound so frustrated. Gosh you are frustrated, take your fucking painkillers and forget about your period for a moment okay? Gosh why are girls always so bitchy when they are on their period. You´re a girl too remember? You are a part of me. Don´t mock me! You think I´m a girl? Ha, you´re so funny. What the hell eew you´re a boy? Hahaha, you don´t get it right? No! What are you an alien? I´m your subconscious honey. I´m neither a boy nor a girl. Well I´m a girls subconscious, but- Yeah, yeah okay and don´t fucking call me honey. Oh sorry honey. Argh!! I´m so weird. I´m so weird. Yes you are just like Mr Styles. Oh shut up!!! Please just shut up. I need time to think and you´re not helping me right now. Sorry, but when you need my help, you can always talk to me. Ha, I´m your subconscious. Oh don´t worry I won´t need your help. You´re sure? Absolutely. Well then I won´t be there for you anymore. Hallelujah! Now shut up and let me think.

“Sissy are you aright?”, Harry asked waving in front of my face.

“Eehm y-yeah.”, I stuttered.

“You were completely absent the last five minutes. You scared me.” , Harry said worried.

“Sorry I´m just... I don´t know.”, I sighed.

“Here your painkillers.”, he said handing me two pills.

“Thanks.”, I mumbled and Harry placed his large hand on my back handing me some water.

“I boiled some water and filled it in the bottle, I don´t know if it´s too hot. I can-”

“Harry it´s perfect. Thank you.” , I cut him off smiling. He smiled back at me tugging a lose strand of hair behind my ear. He kissed my lips softly his fingers still tugging hair behind my ears.

“Do you think you´re able to stay with me and the others this evening?”, Harry asked his forehead pressed gently against mine.

“I think so. I´m really hungry.” My cheeks flushed and Harry smiled at me.

“Good, cause I´ve ordered three large pizzas.”, he grinned and my mouth began to water. Gosh I´m really hungry.

“But you need to wait till Michael and Milly arrive.”, he said smirking.