MR STYLES (one direction fanfiction)

confession

no proofread!!

Chapter 24

… what I have to tell you may scare you, or you may think that it´s absolutely disgusting and nothing you´d ever do. I know that you probably don´t want to try this stuff, so I´ll change for you

I´ll try to do without it.”, Harry began

“Okay.” So it´s probably what I thought. Is he going to tell me that he´s a dominant? Is he even a dominant? Or is he something else? A sadist? Noo of course not!! What made me think about him like that?

“Sissy I´m a dominant.”, he simply said.

“A dominant as...”, I began, but stopped. How am I going to say this?

“As a leader.”, he finished my sentence.

“A leader as in a sexual way?”, I asked a bit unsure.

“Yes inter alia. I like to have the control. I´m used to get what I want and thus also in a sexual way.”, Harry explained.

“I don´t really now a lot about this stuff, but it´s pretty hard, isn´t it?”, I asked and Harry grinned.

“Yes.”, he chuckled.

“Tell me about it.”, I said and Harry raised his eyebrows. “You´re not a sadist aren´t you?”

“No! Of course not Sissy! I like BDSM, but I´m not someone who treats his woman like a master would do it.”, Harry explained and I frowned confused.

“What does that mean?”

“As a submissive you´re not allowed to look your master directly in the face, just when you´re expressly told to do it. You have to do what the master says and if you´re not, you´ll get punished. You´re not allowed to tease the master, you´re just there to pleasure him, you´re his slave, just to say some examples.”

“So there are no whips, hand cuffs and that stuff?”, I asked totally confused. Harry chuckled.

“Of course. Hand cuffs, whips, stun guns just to name a few.” What stun guns? My eyes widened and Harry smirked cupping my face.

“I won´t use it if you don´t like it, but there are much more important things in this lifestyle than these toys.”, Harry calmed me kissing my forehead.

“What can be more important than these toys?” I don´t like the word toys in this case. They´re not fun they hurt! “All you do is hurt your partner.”, I added frowning.

“No Sissy, you´re not using these toys to hurt your partner, well you maybe hurt him or her, but only in a pleasurable way, every good master cares about his submissive, the submissive is always allowed to save word, so the master immediately stops. It´s more about testing your limits, intense pleasure, or for example endurance.”, Harry explained. Wow now I´m even more confused. Who would like to be whipped until you´re bleeding? And what has that to do with endurance and intense pleasure? Intense pain yes, but pleasure?