MR STYLES (one direction fanfiction)

Josh

AN:  No proofread!!  Hey! Sorry it took me soo long to update. But the last week was really busy with school and buying christmas presents and yesterday was my orchestra´s christmas party. Oooh my dad and my sisters fiancé bought our christmas tree today yeah. I´m soo excited Christmas is my favourite time of the year. :)))) Soo I hope you like this chapter even though it´s really short and boring.  Love yoouuu!!!♥♥

Chapter 12

During the car drive home neither Louis nor I spoke a word. We kept our mouth shut, while he tightened his grip onto the steering wheel and stared outside I just sat there my head resting against the window thinking about what just happened. I didn´t know how to feel, if I should like what he said or if I still should be mad at him, but for my surprise I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing not even hate. I don´t know how to describe how much I tried to be at least angry, but there was nothing inside of me at that moment. I just felt empty. I felt like I´m not me any more, that somehow my soul and brain left my body and stared down to the empty skin sitting in that car. Oh gosh I sound weird, but this really describes the situation best.

“Si?”, Lou asked when we pulled into the drive way.

“Mh.”, I mumbled.

“What are you thinking, what are you feeling right now?”, Lou asked.

“Nothing.”, I simply replied.

“Nothing?”, Lou questioned his eyebrows raised.

“Nothing.”, I repeated.

“I guess you´ll need some time to make up your mind.”, Lou shook his head in disbelief. He knew that there was something wrong with me and he may thought that I didn´t want to talk about it. But I really did, but there was nothing to talk about at that moment.

“So when you need someone, I´m here.”, Lou offered and I nodded while we entered our house.

“I´m upstairs.”, I mumbled and Lou nodded, I slowly walked upstairs, I probably looked like a zombie, my head tilted down while I practically dragged my feet across the floor. I opened my door and entered the room. I sighed laying down on my bed. I nuzzled into my duvet I was still deep in thoughts when my eyes fell closed and the sleep overcame me.

“Harry!”, I moaned his head in between my legs. A smirk playing on his lips.

“Louder!”, he demanded placing a kiss on my entrance. A whimper escaped my lips. He pushed his tongue inside and a soft moan escaped my lips. Suddenly he replaced his tongue by one finger thrusting it hard inside of me.

“HARRY!”, I screamed because of his sudden movement.

“Good girl.”, he smirked licking along my lips up to my stomach then blowing cold air on the wet stripe.

“Oough.”, I moaned tugging at his hair.

“Sissy!”

“Harry.”, I moaned again when everything around me started to fade away.

“Sissy?!” Now I noticed it was just a dream and someone shook me hard to wake me up.

“Mh?”, I asked.

“Is everything ok, you kept screaming Harry´s name?”, Lou asked sitting on the edge of my bed in his boxers and a plain white t- shirt. It was already dark outside, fuck  for how long did I sleep.

“H-how late?”, I asked yawning.

“It´s two in the morning and you´re still dressed.”, Lou remarked.