After the funeral, Denise dropped me
off. I wanted Niall back. He was my
world. My life. Simply my everything.
And like I've said before, I truly loved
him. Not because he was handsome,
because he got me through everything.
If Niall wasn't there for me, I would've
been dead at the age of 13. But he
helped me to see the beauty in life and
he taught me how to love. He was my
first kiss and I wish he was here to kiss
me again. I thanked Denise for
dropping me home and walked inside. I
trudged up the stairs and into my
bedroom. I opened my bedroom door
and found his guitar in the corner of
the room. Tears came rapidly as I
walked to his guitar. I held it and it
brought back so many memories. The
first time he played a song for me, the
time he taught me how to play, the way
he acted as a madman if I threatened to
damage it. The first song he played for
me was a song he wrote. I wanted to
play it but I couldn't. This is the last
piece of him I have of him. I set it down
again as I took a look around my room.
Everything reminded me of him. Even
my bed reminded me if him. That's
where he kissed me for the first time
and told me he loved me. I wiped my
tears and took my heels off and
stripped of the dress. I took out a pair
of sweats and a tee shirt and slipped
them on. I washed my face in the
bathroom and I opened the medicine
cabinet. My razors were gone. 'No they
were here before I left' I thought. I
slammed the cabinet closed and found
my brother in my room. "Get out!" I
screamed. Although he's older than me
I had the right to yell. He got up and
approached me and gave me a hug.
"Julie I'm so sorry." I sobbed harder
when I heard those words. After years
of bickering back and forth, he feels
sorry for me. "Shh Julie it's-" "Don't
say it." "Ok I won't." He whispered in
my hair. "Do you want to watch some
movies and eat some ice cream?" "Can
we?" "Anything for you." I smiled, on
the inside but I nodded. "Ok come
down stairs and we'll have a marathon
of movies. Just you and me." I nodded
as I grabbed a sweater. But it was his
sweater. I put it on and smelled it. His
cologne was over it and reminded me
of the good times we had. I put my
hands in the pockets and felt a velvet
box in the left pocket. I pulled it out
and opened it. "Julie is that a-"
"Promise ring. Yes. Yes it is." There was
neatly folded note that read:
Dear Julianne,
We've been together since babies and I
can't help but to have these special
feelings for you. You make me weak
yet strong. Brave yet scared that I
may lose you. Happy yet sad when we
don't have the same classes. What I'm
trying to say is that I love you. The
only way can say this is by song. But I
don't have much time considering that
my parents want me home soon. But
just know that your amazing just the
way you are. And you'll never love
yourself half as much as I love you. So
what I'm trying to say is, will you,
Julianne Marie Parker, make me the
most happiest man on earth and be
my lovely girlfriend? - Niall ❤
Even reading this letter made me cry.
I looked at the ring and saw how
beautiful it was. It was gold ring with
my birthstone which was Garnet in the
middle. I slid the ring on my finger and
it was a perfect fit. "Yes Niall. I will be
your girlfriend." I whispered looking at
the ring. Then the heavy rain stopped. I
looked up at Jonathan and he too was
stunned. Then the sun came up and lit
up the whole room. I looked back at the
ring and it too seemed to glow. "Niall's
really happy now." John said smiling.
"Yea. I bet he is." Niall saved me from
hurting myself and he brought back the
sun. I smiled as I walked down stairs to
watch some movies with my brother.
Even though Niall isn't here physically,
he is and will always be there for me.
From now until the end of time.
