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Julie's POV

I reached home and collapsed onto the

couch. I'm the reason for everything.

The reason why my parents got a

divorce when I turned 19, the reason

why Emily, the only girl who

understood me, left, the reason why

Niall's wedding got called off. I sighed

and got up and went to shower. I

stripped of my clothing and hopped in.

The water was cold and I didn't mind

it. I was already cold on the inside. I

was so mean to him.

"I regret everything too. Like the day I

let myself fall for you."

Why did I say that?

I love him. I don't regret anything. I felt

like the happiest person in the worst

when we were together and now I've, I

mean we ruined it. I slipped out the

shower and died myself. I looked at my

arm and sighed. I put my wet hair in a

bun and walked out. I put on sweats

and a t-shirt with some socks and

slippers. I looked outside and saw it

raining. The rain and I are similar in a

way. The rain clouds let the water go

when it can't hold it anymore. I cut

when I can't take the pain anymore. I

walked out the room and ordered a

pizza. While I waited for the pizza to

arrive I turned the tv on and watched

the Twilight series. The doorbell rang

and I paid the pizza guy and opened it.

The smell of the pizza made my mouth

water and I took a bite. "Julianne

please open up! I'm sorry please forgive

me! Julie please let's talk about this!"

Niall yelled through the door and

pounded on it. I turned the volume off,

grabbed the box and headed into my

room. I can't let myself fall for him

again. I love him but what he did to

Olivia wasn't right. Although I wanted

them to break up, I didn't want to be

the reason. And at that moment I made

a decision. It's time for me to leave and

start somewhere new. I'm starting my

life over. From now on I'm no longer

Julianne Marie Parker, I'm Madison

Diana Conrad.

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